A big fear of mine is that Z is going to leave me soon. I always know now in my heart that I'm not going to keep anyone, that even somebody as cool and kind as Z will abandon me like everyone else. It's why I don't really try to make friends anymore.
But it just hurts so much more when my own mom tells.me the same thing too: Since Z is getting kind of popular, she may have to choose who to keep around.... And I may not be one of the ones kept around.
She isn't wrong. At all.
I mean, I've seen it happen before and all of my friends before always just fade away.
As much as I haven't known them for long, I don't want them to go.
She's been the only friend I've had who CARES. Who actually does.make.convo. heck, I've never even known anyone before her who'd do the kind things she'd do.
And yet....
I always fear and dread every single little detail.
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darker days
Fanfictionc/w: probably common mentions of s/h, homophobia, gore, su1c1d3, abu53, p3d0s, and overall negative energy. If you wish to be happy, please exit this book. Because I sure am not happy. Mature tag Is.on for above reason.
