Am I going Crazy?

Forgive me

Emma's POV
I drive back to Cali listening to my sad playlist. I listen to Ed Sheeran kiss me. I get there and walk past my mom reading a magazine. She sees me crying. Mom: Aye. Baby what's wrong? She walks over to me and puts her hands on my arms. Me: Nothing. I say trying to walk away. My mom grabs my arm and stops me. I turn around. Mom: You're gonna tell me what's wrong right now young lady. Me: Nothing. I yell while crying because I'm getting frustrated. She hugs me and I cry on her shoulder. She pats my head. Mom: It's gonna be ok baby. I'm leaving for work baby you can tell me what happened when I get home. She leaves for work and I run upstairs to my room. I take off my shoes and jacket and lay on my bed. I cry my eyes out.-It's morning-
It's morning and I still haven't slept. All I could think about is how I actually liked that jerk. I hear the door bell ring and don't get it. Then, I hear a loud noise but I still don't get up. A few seconds later someone burst through my door. It's Lizzy. Lizzy: Get up you have school today. Me: I'm not going. Im dropping out. Lizzy: No you're not. Graduation is tomorrow. She gets me up and puts me in the shower and gives me something to where. We drive to school. I grab my text books and go to class. I'm in math class. When my phone is buzzing from more text from Kalin. I delete his number and block him from Instagram. I was just tried of the games and betrayal. The teacher asks me a question and I jump up and say: Hun! Kalin!The whole class laughs. Steve looks to his friends and say: Awww she really thinks he likes her why can't she getting through that stupid brain of hers. I looked down in the text book. The period ends and I'm at my locker. When I hear girls scream. I turn around and Kalin walks up to me. Kalin: Emma I'm so sorry. The truth is I do care about you. Me: No you don't you said it yourself. Kalin: I didn't mean that. I was mad and you were trying to be there for me and I was jerk to you. You mean the world to me. I care about you Emma please believe me. Me: You don't give a crap about me and everyone knows it.