Am I going Crazy?

Heart broken

Emma's POV
Kalin, Lizzy, me, and myles walk back to the tour bus. I'm getting clothes from my bag that's sitting on the bunk. When Kalin comes behind me. I automatically turn around and the space is so tight that his chest is on mine. He grabs my waist and pushes me to the side so he can get by. When the manger walks in. Manger: Ok good show yesterday guys but it's time for them to leave. Kalin: Who Emma and Lizzy. Manger: Yep. Kalin: Wait can they stay. Manger: No. I have them on the next flight home. Kalin holds my hands. Kalin: I guess this is goodbye. Me: No see you later. I give him a kiss on the cheek and grab my bag. Lizzy walks out from the back room with myles. He was showing her his music. Lizzy: Where are you going. Me: We. We have to go home. I say holding out my hand. She lets go of myles hand and goes to hold mine. Myles: What. Kalin: yea bro. Kalin says putting his arm around him. The manger walks me and Lizzy out. We get to the airport and I see Lizzy glued to her phone. She's texting myles. I have a sad look on my face. We board the plane, a few hours later the plane ride is over. Lizzy comes home with me.
-A few months later-
Me: Ahhhhh. I scream. Me: I can't do it anymore. I can't spend anymore time without Kalin. I miss him to much. (I start crying.)I have been sad, unhappy, mad, and confused these past few months and I can't do it anymore. I'm leaving. Lizzy yells: Where are you going? Me: Where ever Kalin is! I leave the room. Lizzy: Emma. Em! She screams my name. Me: What! I yell at her. Lizzy: he's in Boston. Me: Thanks. I put on white skirt, top, leather jacket, stockings, long socks, black heels with my beanie, and grab my bag and keys. I drive to Boston. I see tour bus. I knock on the door and Carl lets me in Cuz he knows me. Me: Hey Carl I've missed you where's Kalin. Carl: He's at sound check. Me: K thanks. I walk to the place where the concert is being held. I see Myles. He gives me a big hug. Myles: Kalin's really missed you. I've missed you too and Lizzy. Me: Aww myles I miss you too. Myles and I are talking when Kalin walks out of the back room screaming and angry. I walk up to him and try to comfort him. Me: Kalin. Kalin. Kalin baby. Kalin turns around and yells mad: What Emma! Me: Kalin your obviously mad. We can talk about this in here for you. Kalin screams: Your not here for me. You don't care about me and I don't care about you. Emma: That wasn't very nice. Kalin: I'm not a nice guy Emma. I look next to me and I see a newspaper with me and Kalin on it. It says,"Rich pop star takes in regular girl for publicity." Kalin: Emma you have to a believe that I had nothing to do with that. A tear drop from my eye. I have a straight mad face. I throw the newspaper in his face. Me: Were done! You're a jerk. I knew it was to good to be true. I can't believe that for one second I fell for you. I walked away towards the door.