You are my home

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"We need more advanced imaging to map the mass." Dr. Ken guided.

"Hmm, you're right, doctor, but if she has a tumor, we might have to open her up." Dr. Jen suggested.

"I think it will be a huge risk to make Kenny go through a huge series of multiple surgeries but I strongly believe that we will make it." Brilliant Dr. Jen explained the situation to Kenny's parents.

"We will take the risk to save our daughter's life." Kenny's parents were agitated while holding Kenny's hand.

"You don't have to worry, Mr. and Mrs. Janson. We will do our best in no time." Jen smiled at Kenny.

Meet doctor Jen, currently residing as a third-year resident at 55 N Oneida St, Rome, Italy,  just near the Hill Hospital where she has been practicing almost her whole life and urged to learn more from the most intelligent and smartest doctor in town, Ken.

She admires his work so much that every time she thinks she is about to stumble, there's doctor Ken, standing right behind her giving her utmost support to uplift her and make her learn in every kindest and possible way because he has faith in her. Jen, who always believed in herself, never failed to charm her patients. She is so loving, extra sweet, and kinder towards her patients, which is why she gets panic attacks easily.

Sometimes being a doctor is really not handy. It may look amazing from the outside but it recklessly consumes the heart of a doctor. Jen, who has an extremely soft side for everyone and is cynical, might fall easily into a loop of hell because she trusts and believes so much that it makes her weak sometimes. She has been determined of becoming a doctor since childhood but little did she know how tormenting it gets.

"Her BP is dropping out. 73/51. Her heart rate is spiking to 137." Dr. Jen called out while leaving for the surgery room.

"Hang IV saline bolus. I need a 12- lead and page Dr.Jen. Her tumor has migrated. She is septic. There's a definite infiltration in her lower chamber." Dr. Ken explained to Dr. Tim.

All three doctors scrubbed in and rush to the operation theatre as soon as they can. Wearing a surgical mask and spectacles is as important as the oxygen to your alveoli.

"Jen, take the lead," Ken commanded.

"Thank you!" Jen opened her up with the help of a spatula. 

"We need more suction here" Jen claimed.

"Her blood pressure is stabilizing. Good work, Jen." Nurse appreciated.

"I don't see a thing here. Tim, can I have more light?" Jen asked politely while still searching for the mass under her lower chamber.

"Would you look at that? It's so huge." Jen astonished.

"Grab it" Ken whispered.

"We made it." Tim spirited.

"Good work team. I'm proud to have you both." Dr. Ken was exhilarated.

Another day, another girl was saved safely and I couldn't be happier to see that. I can not wait to see her waking up to her life full of happiness and ecstasy. I wish I could always save everyone and take them to the life they aspire to the most. Isn't this so beautiful to see them glooming like bright flowers just like in the spring season? All patients deserve to live a life full of prosperity and love.

"Hey, Kenny, how are you feeling?" Jen asked the right question.

"I feel fine." Kenny rubbed her eyes to see things more clearly.

"Well, there were some complications but just like we promised, we took everything in control," Jen explained again.

"Thank you, doctors. We can't appreciate you all enough. Thank you. Thank you so much for saving our daughter's life. She meant everything to us." Kenny's parents cried with happiness.

They are just so adorable like their daughter.

"I'm glad to see you all happy. Good luck." Jen softly said goodbye.

Heading home and thanking Allah are two of my favorite things. Indeed, He has blessed me with the power to save the life and I will never stop thanking and adoring His love. After three years of suppressing my feelings for Rim so, I could focus more on my career and current existence, I have failed to disappoint both.

"Sorry, my Rab, he has been the closest thing in my life and I hope you know it."Murmured to my Lord.

I am happy to see my Rim, living his best life with the love of his life yet caged in an unparalleled loop of hell where my soul still cries out for him. I miss you, love and there's no way someone random could fill up your place. I would never let someone do that, not now and not ever. You will always be the love of my life no matter how far you are. I pray that you're in a good place, and in peace because you deserve it. You deserve all mankind's love. I still remembered that you told me that I'm the gift of love from Allah, little did you know that your soul was an actual gift of love to my soul who found no connection with everyone but you. I hope Allah sends my love to you because even the smallest of having you in my life makes me feel at home as if the souls have traveled back home.

You're my home.

Ceasing conversation and saying goodbyes are not her thing. Let's talk tomorrow, Ya Rab because I can never stop talking about the love of my life with you because our love is between me and my Allah, now.

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