I gulped and picked up Caroline. "A- Allie?" He stated, but it came out more of a question. I bit my lip and nodded. "Momma, who dis?" Caroline asked poking my cheek. "Caroline, this is Connor." she looked at him and waved lightly. She was shy but she was confident. "She's your daughter?" He asked examine her. I looked him in the eyes and nodded. Connor looked at the stuffed animal. He went to go touch it but Caroline tried hiding it her arms.
"Can I talk to you. uhm. privately?" He asked looking at Caroline. "Sure. Caroline go out and play with Cassandra." I said putting her down. She just stood there and stared at Connor with curiosity and Connor did the same. "Go ahead Caroline." She stayed starring at him as she walked. Connor closed the door when she walked out. "Why didn't you you ever talk to me? I thought we were best friends. You just told me you were trying to figure your feelings out then never talked to me. I called Kassidy and she said you stopped talking to her- " He was talking fast. He does that when ever he is surprised or confused and right now he is both.
"Connor. Listen-" I started but he cut me off.
"No. I was waiting to listen to you for 2 years. waiting to hear your explanation and I never got one. so you listen to me. I loved you. no, I love you. I always have and always will. I waited two fucking years. Do you understand how many times I tried getting in contact with you? I called everybody. It came to a point when I even called Casandra. Allie, I was so depressed. My fans on YouTube could even see it Allie. You made me hurt like I have never hurt before." He started pacing back and forth and running his finger through his hair. "Oh, Allie. Don't cry. I'm sorry I just-"
"Its fine." I said wiping my tears away. "I stopped talking to you because." I gulped trying to get the words out. "because I got pregnant. It scared me. I didn't want to hold you back from college and your life. So I kept Caroline a secret. I didn't want you to not go to college because I got pregnate. I. I just" I started bursting out crying. I fell to my knees and soon felt arms wrap around me. "Wait. What do you mean you would hold me back. Are you saying she's M- m-"
"Connor she's yours." I said looking at him. He started hyperventilating then pasted out. "Shit." I mumbled. "MOM!" I screamed trying to wake him up. She and everybody ran in. "Shit. Joey and George pick him up and put him on the bed. Cassandra go get a damp wash cloth. Courtney go get a glass of water and some Advil he will have a major head ache when he wakes up." They all listened and I looked at her. "He fainted when I told him." I said and started to cry. She wrapped his arms around me. "How about you stay here with him. I will take Caroline to the store with me. Your dad, Joey, Courtney and Cassandra are going sledding." I nodded and smiled at her. They left and I sat on the bed next to him and just starred at him. "I love you. I just had know idea how to tell you." I laid my head on his chest and just listened to his heart beat. I felt his arms wrap around me. I looked up at him to still be sleeping. I closed my eyes also and feel asleep.
