Letters and sketches

Their first

Jisung came in with a tray of two glasses of apple juice and Hyunjin thanked him. He felt a bit embarrassed that the younger boy had to see this vulnerable side of him, sensitive to loud noises, easily taken aback and stressed, have sudden suffocation when scared. In conclusion he thought he was weak. The fact that Jisung was his crush added up to it. Did he just embarrass himself infront of his Love?

"I'm sorry Jisung..."

With Confusion, the boy came and sat beside him. "What For?"

"That I had to bother you..."

"No you didn't Jinnie... it is okay. I understand that you are sick today. Maybe you should forget that and start finishing my drawing..."

"Even to do that, I don't have m-"

He jerked his head up.

Jisung was holding the damn sketch book on his hand with raised brows.

Now he was really done for. He hoped that Jisung was a gentleman and had not opened it but... okay.. he was not as he imagined and had looked inside it. "W-wait... Jisung... I promise... I-I ... I will explain..."

"Oh yes... explain... I mean you can if you want to..." He gave the book to the scared boy who took it with shaky hands as a cold shiver ran down his spine but every thing paused when a pastel blue envelop slipped down the pages. He knew that envelop very well.

Not taking any long he opened it to pull out a small piece of paper.

Hey Jin,

I was really worried that you didn't come to school today, but it got worse when Felix told me that you were sick. And... Damn your drawings... they are just so good. I looked more perfect in them ... I'm curious to see how the last one end. Maybe I have built up some courage to say my name, because I found the sketch book. So, Hi...

I'm Han Jisung.

His whole body froze, not being able to react to it. He was just too shocked.

After all these time, his secret admirer was his first Love?

What type of K-drama was this?

How should he reply?

Out of habit he lucked his lips while biting it softly and took a breath in.

"Say something..." The latter said, nervous of what Hyunjin would say and restless about the silence. He looked calm but when Jin glanced at his eyes, howling like an impatient dessert storm, he knew that he was troubled.

Hyunjin had to have a lot of strength to say even a single word. "I- I..."

"Yeah...?" In an encouraging tone Jisung said, tilting his a bit.

"Can... can we kiss?"

Jisung could only smile, really brightly and he leaned in, his hand cupping the boy's cheek and pulling him close to connect their lips.

It was rather different than what Hyunjin had imagined. More soft and sweet, love pouring out. Wrapping his hand around the younger's neck when he was dragged to sit on his lap, he slid his fingers in to Jisung's soft brown locks, firmly raking it. The kiss was a careful kiss, both trying to do what is right and comfortable so that they won't ruin it. Not even a ten seconds had passed, the two boys were already living in their own world, lost in a euphoric state.

Feelings turned in to love.

Love turned in to words.

And

Words turned in to movements.

A thumb caressed his cheek bone and an arm snaked around his waist, pulling him closer if that was even possible.

Hyunjin could taste the apple flavor in the latter's kiss and he was addicted, how it blended with his own unique taste of the mouth.

They parted, really slowly, with a one last tug and leaned their foreheads together. Breathing was quick as they kissed till they were out of air yet it was an exciting moment. A moment of no regrets and a new start.

"I'm sorry but..." The older hesitated a little but it soon eased when he saw the other gazing at him with so much adore and he relaxed in to the touch. "Kiss me again."

Closing his eyes waiting for the feeling of Jisung's lips he sighed. Gladly, the latter closed his eyes as well, gave a warm kiss- so warm that Hyunjin melted in to it- and this time licked a strip across the bottom lip asking for kind of a permission. Unknowingly granting that, Jin parted his lips giving access to insert the tongue. Han let the boy be adjusted to the new step and slowly circled around his with a delicious wetness.

Hyunjin never had a kiss like that. Sure, had enough French kisses but they were all dirty, lustful and harsh. They were never this caring and kind. At the moment he realized that he was really going to be treated like a Prince. That made a small tear drops jump out of his eyes and that made the younger pull away.

"What happened? Did I hurt you?"

Shaking his head, Hyunjin hid his face in Jisung's shoulder wiping them away quickly.

"I-Its just... no one has ever kissed me like that before. No one has never really been this good to me. Every time I have kissed, it ... it felt as if I have been used. I... I can't even explain it."

"Wait... are you saying that you had one night stands?"