Letters and sketches

It's Alright

Hyunjin didn't know what to say but it was true. He also knew that if he lie then he would either stutter or else messed up with a lie covering a lie.

"I- yes... yes I did have one night stands."

He expected Jisung to let go of him but he had kept his hands around him...

"Why?" He asked, his voice almost in a whisper. Hyunjin looked at him, I stably regretting it. He looked beautiful. The light of the setting sun that dashed in through the glass window, fell on to the brown hair closing it in gold and his face was milky white and clear.

"Well... I liked you ever since I got to know you two years ago at the farewell. All those years I believed that... I could never be yours. So, I was so hurt and... and... I tried to put away the feelings I had for you. I tried dating, spend more time in studying, tried ignoring you. One night stands were one of it. I just let other people use me like a toy only to realize that I could never stop loving you."

By the end of it, he had pearl like drops of tears streaming down the puffy cheeks. He dared not to look at Han. He was scared. They just kissed and what if he leave Hyunjin? So, he just cried, hands coming on to his lap from the latter's neck, face tilted down letting the tears drop straight on to his palms and leaning away from him. Again his heart raced and he knew he was loosing it.

"Hey... hey... baby... don't get stressed. I'm not leaving you. I promise I won't. It's okay darling. Everything is fine. I'm so sorry that you had to go through that. I'm sorry that I didn't confess to you earlier. But I promise, you don't have feel left out again. I'll always be with you and I'll love you so much. I'll love you more and more every day."

He pulled the crying boy to his arms, enveloping him in a warm embrace and placing butterfly kisses on his temple.

When Hyunjin was calm, clinging on to the latter and his fists balled on his chest, Jisung spoke. "We both know that a relationship won't be so perfect but I can assure you, that I will always be with you no matter what and try to make it perfect for you."

"I love you, Sungie."

The younger grinned at the new name and replied. "I love you too. Will you be my boyfriend?"

"Is that even a question silly? Of course I will..."

"And my prom date too?"

"Yes. Yes..." Being an adorable baby, Jin nodded his head.

"Gosh, I love you so damn much."

The end~