Holding back (Obito x reader x Kakashi)

Chapter one

Edited

My name is Y/n L/n and I'm a shinobi of the village hidden in the leaves. I'm a team member with Kakashi, Obito and Rin along with our sensei Minato. Me and Obito were childhood friends and he relied on me to talk about his crush with Rin. Deep inside it always hurts me because I love Obito. I had to place my feelings behind me because I didn't want to be a toxic friend. When being placed on the team I still liked Rin despite my crush liking her. Then there was Kakashi. He was a jerk. He was self-centered and I couldn't take it. I would try to keep my distance from him often but couldn't stay away. We often talked about things and he even found out about my crush. He just joked about it which was the main reason why I hated him so much. That was when we first met though.

Me and Kakashi became genin at age five and became closer but me and Obito still hung out a lot. Then we turned 8 when Kakashi's father commuted suicide. That broke him so I decided to cheer him up. I went over to his house. "Kakashi. Please open up," I yelled out loud as I knocked on his door. I then hear nothing. 'Dang. He is he committing suicide?!?' I burst in and saw him in a position on the floor. I walk over and hug him and begin to cry. "I'm sorry Kakashi," I said as I hugged him. "Y/n, please leave me alone," said Kakashi before he began to cry again. That's when I slapped him. "What if you hurt yourself. If you did then I couldn't forgive myself. You're staying with me for a while. No questions," I said as I pulled him outside. The light blinded his eyes but it makes sense considering he has been inside all day long. I brought him to my house and he asked where my parents were. I was honest and told him that they died a while ago. He actually stayed with me for three years before I kicked him out. He wasn't really a bother and for an eight year old, he was okay to put up with. I kind of felt bad but not that much for him to stay.

I'd like to say that we grew closer, which we did, but I feel like I made Kakashi hate me. I know I shouldn't have kicked him out but 3 years passed at that point and I needed to get an extra job to afford the food. I tried to be there for him but it was hard for me to live. I just hope Kakashi could forgive me.

Slight time skip: A week before the mission-

Me and Kakashi were eating lunch together by a tree and he brought up something after seeing Obito. "Do you like Obito?" he asked. I became flustered and nodded my head. "Why don't you confess then?" he asked. "It's because he's in love with Rin who loves you. I'm not going to make it more confusing. I just have to bury the feelings I have in my heart. Hey and maybe I'll meet someone who's the exact same way." I chuckled at the last part and Kakashi looked down. "I won't tell him as long as you keep my secret." he said. "And what is Mr. Perfect's secret?" I asked, giggling. "I like a girl who has eyes for another man." he said. "Well it looks like we're in the same boat, huh?" I said with a smile. He just looked away. I wonder who he likes?

Kakashi's POV-

She really is dense. I want to admit my feeling but knowing this shinobi world, we won't have a happy ending besides she likes Obito. Do I even stand a chance.

End of chapter 1.