𝙲𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚃𝚘 𝙼𝚢 𝙲𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎 || 𝚃.𝙸𝚗𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚒

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 28 - [𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕚 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕖]

[Your pov]

I stayed at the infirmary chatting with the rest

My mind would constantly drift away to Toge Inumaki

Of course, without knowing he is just outside the door listening to our conversation

Just before the sun is about to set, Ieiri-san came inside and told me I am free to go back to my room tonight, only if I take my medicines on time

Panda-senpai offered to walk me back to my room while the rest headed down to dinner first

There wasn't much stuff in the room so we both head towards my room

Once we reached the front door, I unlocked it and invited Panda-senpai in

I quickly got changed in the bathroom after taking a shower

I return to the living room with a towel to dry my hair and sit down on the sofa next to Panda-senpai

"Y/n"

"Yes senpai?"

"Are you planning to talk to him?"

I went silence in that question

Am I planning to talk to him?

"I seriously don't know senpai, but probably not going to at the moment"

Panda-senpai nodded without questioning me furthermore

"Let's head down to dinner then"

I offered as the two of us walked out of my room, heading to the dining hall

"Just so you know, Toge is devastated"

Panda-senpai quietly whispered before overtaking me and walked into the dining hall

Me, on the other hand, took my time to process what he said

Him? Devastated?

With that doubt in mind, I followed Panda-senpai

The second I entered the dining hall, my eyes immediately fall onto the particular white hair boy

It haven't even been 24 hours yet he already look... horrible

He body seems to grow even skinner if it's possible and his eyes are definitely puffy

He wasn't eating anything, he is just playing around with his food using his chopstick while his head rested on his other hand

Suddenly, he turned his head a little, enough for us to make eye contact

Those violet eyes I love so much is filled with exhaustion

The second it look at me, it seems to sparkle little before it went back to exhaustion... alongside regrets

My heart ached at the scene of him in this state, I want to go to him, to hug him