𝙲𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚃𝚘 𝙼𝚢 𝙲𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎 || 𝚃.𝙸𝚗𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚒

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 32 - [𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥]

I don't know how I ended up outside

But here I am

Outside the Student Relaxation Centre, tears painted my face

...

"Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up"

A tear slides down my cheek

He smiled at that girl ever so softly

The microphone slides out of my hand every so easily, falling onto the ground

The loud sound of the microphone in contact with the floor came out of the speaker hit me in realisation

I lowered my body to pick the microphone up, pushed it into Gojo-sensei's hands and walked out of the room

Refusing to make eye contact with anyone

...

The second I felt the gentle breeze of the night, I broke down

My body slides down against the wall as tears came out uncontrollably

I hate it like this, I really do

Curling my body into a ball, I buried my head at knee level and sobbed hard

All the emotions that I've bottled up came out, freely

After a while, my tears died down, I managed to catch my breath

I pushed myself up from the wall and start walking

Towards the river, the place I always go when something's wrong

Ignoring the shivers my body brought due to the slight coldness

In the end, silence is more preferable, for me

I walked and walked until I reached my destination

I went to the bench and sat down, taking a deep inhale of the night

The only thing that's on my mind is Toge Inumaki

All the sweet memories we shared before, everything

Another tear came out just by the thought of him

I sat there for god knows how long

The last time I checked the time it was 12:35 a.m

And that was about half an hour ago

My body went numb because how cold I am yet I can no longer feel anything

For the past hours I've been thinking

How to let go of him?

I don't know, I really don't know

Mentally, I told myself million times that what he done to me is unforgivable

But I know better than anyone else that there is still a part inside me that still loves him as much as I always been

That tiny part stops me whenever I tries to make a decision

Inhaling deeply, I shivered a little due to the slight cold night breeze hitting my skin

I don't want to go yet, I like it here

This is surely a long night

....

[Meanwhile]

[Toge Inumaki's pov]

Y/n just ran out of the room

She did