Letter 19

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Dear Louis,
I can't believe this is my 19th letter to you my love. I'm still mad at you. I can't stay mad at you love. I love you to much to be mad at you. You dislocated my nose and gave me a black eye. The boys said that you said that you were going to quit One Direction because of me. I'm sorry. It broke my heart Louis. I love you so much. Why can't you see that!? Do I not make it obvious? We'll everyone see's that I'm in love with you except you. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
My heart is breaking everyday. And I can't stand the pain anymore. I can't wait till I end the pain. Till I end it all. And then, and only then will everyone be happy. Especially you. I grabbed my blade and closed my eyes as the blade made contact with my skin. The blood started to drip to the floor as the tears streamed down my face. I made 4 cuts. The burning sensation felt amazing. I looked at myself in the mirror and I literally vomited. Seeing that terrifying and hideous creature disgusted me. Now i see why you don't love me? I'm hideous. I'm so disgusting looking. I'm sorry for my face.
I love you
Love, Harry x

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