8/20/15
dear michael,
remember how i said if i ever lost you i would give up.
i tried.
i tried to consume a whole bottle of pain killers because i thought it would help. i was crying and i believe i fell because the pain killers affected fast as shit.
your mum was at my house talking with mine. according from my mum she heard a thump and decided to check on me. and then they called an ambulance. i remember faint images of my mum crying and i can still hear the sirens.
your mum is lovely, how did she ever give birth to a douche bag that i loved ever so much.
anyways i'm in the hospital now.
although i think they may switch me somewhere else because they saw old cuts. they probably think i'm going bad again, when i'm really not. i am just a hopeless teenager who fell in love with the term forever.
sincerely,
brianne
