i go insane for him | ongoing

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acelynn
i felt terrified but i still had butterflies, how could i do this? our faces were so close at the time.

my hazel eyes were probably shimmering in the sunlight as i walk out of elio's house. i finally reach my car, it was straight behind his. stop it ace, you can't do this..
i couldn't listen to myself and i turn around, running back to the front door.

i knock a million times, knowing bailey had left before me. i hear the door opening, elio was standing there, shocked. my hands touch both sides of his waist.

i lean my face up and towards his, steadily kissing him. he pulls off after the long and thoughtful kiss. "i-" he stutters and puts his hands on my waist, kissing me once again.
my face heats up with redness. i always blushed around him, it was a reflex.

he pulls me inside, slamming the door with my back. he turns around, making his back lean against the door.
we quickly go to sit on the lounge, he sits down and i make out with him, both our lips touching. i lift up my legs and wrap them around his body.

his hands reach for my top, slowing lifting it off my curves and body. "beautiful" he lifts off my mouth to say it and then resumes making out with me.
it was everything i imagined. i loved him. i go insane for him.
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my eyes glare at the ceiling, playing what just happened in my head. i just couldn't believe that i made out with him, but he was my heart. i went insane for him, everyday. every moment i spend with him, i become more attached to him.

i hear him laugh seriously. "you're my life now, acelynn rose sheinmel " he says using my full name. i gulp, agreeing mostly. i lean over and kiss him, moving my finger down his lips. "i love you, so much elio harvey" i say trying to say his full name. i wasn't sure about his middle name though..

i go outside and start the car, it stalls but works on the second try. elio was standing on his porch, he waves his hand at me as i back out of the driveway, onto the road. my car lights flicker through the darkness.

i turn the wheel, pushing my foot on the pedals. i turn into my house driveway slowly, trying not to crash and watching my camera. i sigh, i needed elio. as i got out of the car and walk inside, bailey was standing there. waiting for me to arrive...
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elio
her body perfect as she lays next to me, puffed out. acelynn, not bailey.. i did this for a reason, i wasn't sure if i liked bailey anymore.. but i did.

how much longer i could keep this secret? i wasn't sure about that either. but, just maybe bailey will never find out, and that was a good thing.
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i decide to text myles.
me: yo bro, wanna come over?
myles: yeah bro, i'll come over.

after about ten minutes there was a firm knock, finally myles was here.
i open the door in shock. it wasn't myles, it was bailey. shit. "hey bailey, watcha doing?" i ask probably looking really confused.

"just coming over for you" she winks and slides her finger down my chest. i wanted acelynn, not her.. i laugh sarcastically. "oh that's fun." i say removing her hand and i whisper into her ear softly. "hello love" my british accent made it hot apparently to her.
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bailey
elio had been acting weird and i didn't like it. i want attention. i needed elio. he was my boyfriend and he was trying to hide something, i don't like that. i decide to go to acelynn's house.

my eyes squint in the morning light, my dream was about elio.. we were married, but i couldn't handle that yet. in real life. my life was just getting good, how come this is all happening?

i turn on the hot tap then the cold, turning on mostly hot. the fresh air from the windows felt extremely cold, it was nearly winter which meant i have i keep warm. i love winter but i freeze like crazy.

i'm going to surprise elio later today, maybe after acelynn's but i didn't know if i had the nerve to do that. he wasn't acting normal anymore. more like he was hiding something, i needed his attention. just attention, what more? not like i was asking for a baby.

why did i deserve this? i sigh and lay down on my bed again, wrapping the covers around me.