i go insane for him | ongoing

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acelynn
his hands clench onto my face, feeling me. his lips press against mine, i push him onto the wall violently but sexually. his tongue carefully slides into my mouth, hopefully i was doing this right.

i suddenly feel a knot in my stomach, it wasn't a familiar feeling. but, i liked it.

elio pulled off and removes my top, his hands near my breasts. our lips magnetically reattach. his soft lips, touch mine. this felt wrong, but so right at the same time..

i had a flash back of bailey making out with him and i pull off. "i- i can't do this elio, its too hard." i back away from his touch, trying to keep myself off of him.
"what do you mean?" he hesitates and tries to grab me back but i don't do anything. "bailey, i keep having flashbacks." i say, opening the door.

something makes me hesitate, his touch and everything. i love him but..
he scoffs. "i love you, acelynn." he says walking towards me. "not her, you." he grabs my waist. i needed him so much, i couldn't.
"oh, hell. come here" i giggle and kiss him, wrapping my arms around his neck.

after the supply closet, i felt flushed.
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"um so, let's go meet bailey now" i say, brushing my hair with my fingers. "yeah, ahem" he coughs. we walk outside together looking for bailey.

i see bailey wave from a table, "hey!" i wave back and start running to her. elio sits down first before me, i sit next to him. it felt weird around bailey.

"so what did you get?" i ask bailey pointing to her food. "some sort of sloppy meat" she shrugs and picks up the meat with a plastic fork. "ew, what's that" i shiver in digust. "i got a burger." i say biting onto it. "where did you get that!" she asks, throwing away her food.

"welp- it was the last one" i shrug, sipping my drink.
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*mild sex scene sort of*
after a long day of school, i drive home with elio, heading back to his place.

as we walk inside, we both head to room. his bed. he lays down and i sit on the bed next to him. "come on, get on" he says motioning me to sit on him. "o-okay" i say nervously and i sit on his stomach.

i feel something below my body, i move around trying to get rid of it. "what are you doing?" he asks me. "something is under me" i grab it and move it to the side. "weird metal thing" i sigh and throw it away onto the floor.

i lay down on his body, pressing my lips against his. our lips start to move in sync. he pushes his tongue on my lips, asking for entry.

of course, i do. he slides his hands above my waist. i liked the touch, him.
he chuckles, placing his fingers right on top of my lips.
*sorry for that scene*
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i thought of bailey. whilst elio was in the bathroom, i close my eyes, pulling up the covers.
i fall asleep on elio's bed, it was comforting, his scent.
whenever i smelt it, i knew he was near. it was a familiar scent i knew.