No love

In My Mind

...........five years earlier..........
~Y.n
Hey its ya girl yn and I have one brother Lucas. My mom is Karrueche tran and my dad is August alsina. I love all of them to death. Oh I also have a bestfeind named chresanto. He such a bug but I love his goofy ass. I don't have a boyfriend currently but I'm waiting for that right somebody. I'm 16 and I'm 5"2...chresanto thinks thats just hilarious because I can reach the second and third shelf in the cabinets........

" Honey we're leaving", mom said.

"Okay when will you come back. I'm gonna miss you guys so much ", I said.

"Awwn its okay sweetie..We will be back in 4 days", dad said.

"But I'm gonna be all alone", I said while pouting.

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"No your not I called chresanto over to protect you", Mom said while opening the door.

"Omg best friend", I yelled while jumping on him.

"Hey BugsBunny how you been," chres said as he made sure I didn't fall.

"Good",I said excitedly.

"Ha ha that's great," chresanto said while sitting you down.

"Now take good care of my daughter boy," dad said sternly.

"I will sir" chres said blankly.

"You better", dad said as they left

"Sooo...", Chres said as he sat on the couch and patted a seat next to him for you to sit down.

"Best friend what we gone do", I said as I said as I sat on the couch and put my feet in his lap.

"Shidddd.. Get high", Chres said as he sat back.

"Ight imma go get the shit", I said as I got up and walked up the stairs.

"Right" Chres said a he followed.

When we made it upstairs Chres jumped on my bed and started watching Scandle. He was all into the show and shit it was funny cause this man was damn near drooling cause he was so focused on the screen. I rolled up the blunt and he lit it. We smoked for like two hours. I know that's a lot of weed but hey we were really stressed but didn't show it. We knew inside that each other had a lot going on its a bestfriend thing. I for one feel like my parents are hiding something from each other. I just feel like our family is just going to fall apart and I can't afford that lbs. So I smoke to ease my pain. My brother knows that I smoke but he doesn't even comment on that cause he understands where I'm coming from.