𝙚𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 ᵐⁱᵗˢᵘʸᵃ

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takashi mitsuya doesn't hate the situation he was born into. what he hates is the world being so cruel.

clutching the letters in his hands, he heaves out a shaky breath as he stares at the headstone in front of him. y/n never got to hear the news from their mom that she won custody over them. y/n never got to hear their friends looking for them.

y/n never got to hear him say i love you.

why hadn't he seen the signs? he knew that baji's death would have taken a toll on them, but he was too focused on what was happening within his own life.

is this the payment for falling in love despite the both of them being in completely different worlds?

the only reason why mitsuya didn't confess to y/n much earlier is because he was afraid of what the delinquent world would do to them.

ah, he never got to tell them how much he loved it when they smiled because of him. he never got to tell them that they were the only one he had eyes on as well. he never got to shower them with the love and affection they deserved.

for the first time in his whole life, takashi hated the situation that life put him and the person he loved in.

they were star-crossed lovers, and takashi couldn't despise it more.

if only he had told y/n those eight letters, maybe he wouldn't have regret eating him up inside out right now.

if only y/n knew how much he loved them.

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