I stay sober to see tomorrow but days when the rain is a little darker, it gets harder just for a little bit.
I stay sober to see myself grow but sometimes I look in the mirror and realize that I will never compare to those people.
I stay sober to make people proud, but more and more everyday it just seems like I disappoint them more.
I stay sober so I don't hurt anyone but days are starting to feel like weeks again.
I stay sober to see my family grow, but some days it doesn't feel like there family at all.
I stay sober in order to see my future but right now my future isn't even seen by myself.
I stay sober to find tomorrow is no better than yesterday.
I stay sober hoping someone comes along and swipes me off my feet.
I stay sober to find that happiness I once felt but I know I will never feel that again.
Staying sober got me nowhere so imma let sober go.
authors note
i will be adding poetry when i can or when i choose, this is my first time ever sharing my poetry outside of my school. keep that head up and now you are loved and my messages are open for anyone who is struggling.
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my stories and poetry
Poetrythis is mine along with anyone else who wants me put there poetry in it as well. * warning* suicide self harm strong language and many more this poetry is more then im beyond sorry if you get the deeper meaning but please be nice.
