Hello loves hope u enjoy this new part trigger warning eating disorder and depression!! .............................................. Sapnaps : POV After a while i decided we should head home and we did dream kept pointing out stars on are way back and naming constellations I guess u learn something new everyday . We decided to watch a movie and order pizza we both got changed into are pjs Dream is wearing :
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And I'm wearing :
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We have been arguing over a movie for 10 minutes so I decided that I'll make the decision " omgggg this is going to take forever we're watching ****** okay !? " I say kinda. Irritated Cus I was starving Dream looked away and nodded shuffling away from me a bit and now I imdeatly feel bad I know about how horriblely his x boyfriend treated him and that he has ptsd when he first came out of the relationship anytime anyone would even raise there hand in his direction he'd flinch I'm so glad he's doing better but I can tell what happened is still affecting him ." Dream.. I'm sorry I'm not upset at u I'm just hungry " Dream looked up at me and I gave him a reassuring smile and he smiled back cuddling up to me " we good ?" He nodded into my cheest I let out a laugh when I hear knock knock " finally my fucking pizza "I say excitedly getting up and opening the door and paying the guy I walk back over and sit down pressing play on the movie and taking a slice of pizza and enjoying the movie . Dreams : POV Oh great food some days I have a good relationship with it others I wanna kill it I can't help but stair at it it's like it's taunting me the thought of eating it makes me wanna throw up I haven't eaten anything since that peace of toast this morning but I don't know if I'll have the time to work out to burn off the toast calories I'm hungry but it's not a good idea to eat Im already fat enough... I slowly begin to sink into the couch my head busy with thoughts" hey u alright ?" Sapnap asked tapping me on the shoulder witch mayed me jump " y-yeah I ....I think I'm gonna go to my room I'm tired." I begin to stand up but get pulled back down into a strong pair of arms they rap around my tightly in a hug and I feel safe I sink into the hug no longer wanting to leave my mind is at a blank all my bad thoughts disappeared quickly I stay quit nuzzling into him after a few minutes I was out like a light . Sapnaps : POV I know a lot about dream I've known him since we were kids . He's had food problems among the rest of if problems so whenever I see him supset I'll try to comfort him as best as I can but I'm far from being perfect myself I have anxiety and a lot of insecurities so we're both far from being mentally perfect but I'm working on my stuff and he's working on his but sometimes we need a little help from one another when I brought the food into the the room and he just stared at it I new something was wrong and when he went to leave I knew he'd do something stupid so now I'm hear with my boyfriend cuddled into my chest and a crappy movie playing .... wow ok yeah I guess I can call him my bf that's so weird but good oh so very good a small smile lines my face but the couch probably isn't going to to be a great sleeping spot so I pick him up bridal style and he snuggles into as I walk upstairs and put him in his bed and pull the covers over him giving him a light Peck on the lips and admiring his face for a few seconds I turn around and leave deciding to finish the movie . ..............................................sorry this chapter was rushed but the next chapters are gonna be interesting so I hope u stick around <3
