This is my diary <3

Idk

I'm in love?

I am experiencing something every human searches the earth for, for years.

In just a couple of months I fell for someone who has clicked with me like a puzzle piece...
I am feeling so many emotions at once just by holding your hand...

I feel happy

I feel not alone

I feel nervous

I feel valued...

I'm feeling so much at once that it feels like I'm addicted to this drug that keeps me high and never drops me.
I wanna give them the world, I wanna run away with them, I wanna give them my everything... but I can only give so much.
I feel scared, this is like I am growing a carnival full of roller coasters in my heart.
And each time my brain slows down to think the one thing I am drawn to is this perfect love story you paint for me...

I trust you with my heart, my mind, and most importantly my life...

I don't believe in a god but I do believe that everything happens for a reason.
You bring out the best in me, that every time you kiss me good by I feel like my world shifts back to a gloomy look.

I use to dread waking up every morning bc I new nothing was waiting for me, until now Ik that you are the first person I want to talk to.

And all I can say is that I love you...

                   Dedicated to
                               My first love, and forever
                     My fist love <3

Fuck that bullshit...

He never loved me he was unattracted to me the whole time and played me and drained me from my love