Skinny Love (Dana Vaughns Story)

Unsteady

Repeat Song:Unsteady by X Ambassadors
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I can't keep doing this to Andrea. What is wrong with me? I need to see her. I get out of bed and leave the girl there. I go to Cole's room. He answers the door.

"Dude, what's wrong it's 2 in the morning." He says

"I have to see her. I've been doing horrible things. I can't, I just, I, I need to go. Tell Gabe,Will and Jill I'm sorry. We can break the news about Will later, i just need to go." I say

He looks at me then nods. I quickly start to run to the lobby. I check out and leave the hotel. I go to my car and start the car. I start to feel tears in my eyes and think of how she must feel after all the times I've blown her off. I've been hurting her.

I get to the airport and get out the car. I run into the airport and go to the counter where you buy the tickets.

"One ticket to Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania please." I say.

I pay for my ticket and go somewhere to sit down. My flight doesn't leave for another 2 hours.
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I walk onto the plane and take my seat. I close my eyes and think of what to say. Why I'm going to show up at her house. She probably hates me. I don't know  what's wrong with me. I love her,with all I have. Why am I fucking that up?

I look out the window and think of her. How beautiful she is even if she doesn't think so. It just makes her more beautiful. I think of all the pain she's been through and think of what she must think of me now. I'm ruining what we have. It was good, wasn't it? I start to question so many things. We love each other right? I love her. She's the best thing that's ever happened to me. I can't imagine my life without her. I love her.
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My plane landed and I get off the plane. I walk through the airport and do all my stuff. I have to tell her. If she loves me, if she cares about me, she won't let go. Will she?

I walk away from the airport and to a restaurant close by. I call a cab. My stomach was growling, but I didn't care. I need to see her, soon. My cab pulls up and I get in. I give him her address and we leave.

We pull up in front of the house. I give the man his money and grab my stuff. I walk up to the door. I take a deep breath and knock. After a couple seconds she answers the door. She looks shocked.

"Andrea, we need to talk."

She nods. She opens the door more and I walk in. We sit down at her table. She was eating breakfast.

"Want some eggs?" She asks.

"Yeah sure." I answer

She brings me a plate and sits down. I grab my fork and take a bite. She stares at me.
I look at her then take another bite.

"What are you doing here Dana?"

"I cheated on you." I say quietly and put my head down.

It's quiet for a little bit.

"I know." She says

I look up at her with tears in my eyes.

"How?"

"You accidentally called me. While you were...you know."

"Oh. Andrea,I'm so sorry. It didn't mean anything. I couldn't take the guilt that's why I came here. I needed to tell you. Andrea I love you. Please, give me another chance."

"I love you too Dana."

I smile at her and take her hand into mine.
She pulls away.

"I just don't know if I can do this."

"No Andrea please. If you love me, we'll try again."

"If you loved me, you wouldn't have cheated on me."

"Please. It meant nothing. I love you. No one else,just you. You make me happy. I need you." I say

"How do I know you won't do it again?"

"You can't know that for sure, but you just have to believe me. I'm so sorry. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know why I did it. Please just please don't let go."

"Okay."
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Hold,hold onto to me, cause I'm a little unsteady.
A little unsteady.
Hold, hold onto to me, cause I'm a little unsteady.
A little unsteady.
Unsteady- X Ambassadors
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