The Distance WYB #4

Chapter 2

Chapter 2
Redecorating
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Ariana's POV

Knowing now I got a boy and girl on the way, I have so redecorating to do. More girl things since I have none

I was trying to have all the girls help but Alexa isn't feeling to good with her babe on the way also she has a few months still.

Lucy and Taylor and I are having a fun time get all the girly-est clothes and things. All I can say is pink, pink, pink and more pink with some purple too. And holy onesie's

Kendall is putting together the next crib and hard stuff.

I need a bigger house.

Its nice to get out of this glum I've been in, it's depressing sitting in a hospital room all day talking to someone who can't respond. I'm visiting him every single day as much as possible, the doctor thinks it helps him, like he can tell I'm there and he's trying to get himself to speak or move.

There is still no word on anytime of his waking up, its the same thing since when it happened, they can't control when he wakes.

I miss him..

With him out like this and me Basically alone, I haven't just started to redecorate my house but myself.

I'm changing the way my mind and thoughts have been, clearing out negativity but almost keeping in mind the negative possibility's of James in his state.

Its been healthy for me. I'm been a lot better. Especially now that almost all of us can be here together for each other in this hard time.

I believe its the best thing for all of us to be together, we're here for each other when we cry or need a laugh which isn't very hard since we all can be pretty funny especially the boys and Alexa's tampon jokes are the best cause come on lol

"It looks amazing" I said looking at the newly repainted room, "their gonna love it" I brushed my hand on the rim of the new crib "thank you guys so much" I hugged all of them

"Oh my god Carlos!" I ran up to him and hugged him tight "where did you come from? Oh my god I haven't seen you in forever"

3 weeks to be exact

"Kendall texted me, I wanted to see the finished product and how your doing"

"Thanks, I'm hanging in there and this room could have turned out any better"

He rubbed his hands together like he was nervous, and took a look around the room

"Can I tell you guys something?"

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"Los, everything's gonna be fine" he cried on my shoulder, we sat around him and comforted him in some way "That's why I haven't been around and Lex is to afraid too"

"I don't want to lose her, we waited so long and we finely get to started a family and now we might lose her. Lex didn't feel right the day after James was in the accident, we were already in the hospital so I scheduled an appointment..." He paused for a moment to try to contain his tears "they look an x ray and something didn't look right. I told them I was willing to pay for any treatment to fix this. So that's what I've been doing, thousands wasted on treatments that didn't work so a few weeks ago we were told our baby has a 60% of living when she's born."

"Carlos..."

I put my arm around mine, I don't know how I would even feel if I was Lex right now, that why's no one has seen her, shes broken inside.

She finely gets pregnant and now she might lose her. And I thought I was having a ruff time.

"We'll know in 3 days if its even possible it deliver, she might have to early to give her a chance of living passed a few weeks"

I can only pray my babies are still healthy, and if anything they should be the ones have this baby not me, they've been trying for years vs me who gets pregnant after one time for no protection.

That's probably another reason I've seen Carlos the least out of everyone, Alexa hasn't even seen anyone.

I don't know what to say or how to feel