the hardest goodbye

Chapter 3

Sorryyyyy for updating after agesss. College admission got me like 🥲
Chapter 3 and I hope God gives me enough strength to update regularly

(Tine's pov)

''Another morning and another day of me getting ready for an interview. For me everyday seems the same.

I get up, get ready, eat my breakfast and head out for my interviews and with that I don't even realise that the day has ended.

Also my days are becoming horrible one after the other. Yesterday that chaos happened and at night P'type somehow got to know about my internship and I swear it was the first time I had seen him yelling at me and so furious.

Flashback to yesterday night at Tine's house

(Tine's Pov)

As soon as I entered our apartment all exhausted and sleepy, P Type was standing in front of me with his arms crossed on his chest and an annoyed expression and this sight was enough for me realize that he got to know about my internship.

As soon as I removed my shoes and got up to go inside, P Type spoke "Care to explain why the hell you did that?''

I pretended to just shrug it off. ''Care to explain what P Type? Please I am super tired right now and I have no energy to explain anything right now"

''So you are saying that leaving your interview and losing such an important internship opportunity is not a big deal for you, it is nothing right?'' he spoke in a harsh voice

I flinched, he was actually fuming. I started ''PType when did I say that it was not a big deal for me. I knew what I was doing okay and what else should have I done, leave someone to get beaten up by people?"

"Let me tell you what you should have done. You should have minded your own business like everybody else was doing and you should have given the interview. That's it." He shouted

Are you even listening to yourself phi?? Have you forgotten that I am a medical student. I will be a doctor one day. It would be my duty to save lives and here you are telling me to ignore someone being bullied. You remember right what happened to Win?

Or I need to remind you again that I still sometimes get panic attacks when I think about whatever happened in high school.

It might have been easy for people to get over with it but it hasn't been for me. I can never forget what happened to him. So please just stop it now" my voice hoarse.

I rushed towards my room, lied down on the bed and hid myself under the duvet, something I do whenever I feel like crying . I couldn't stand there any longer. I was on the verge of breaking down. No one will ever understand what I feel.

I am so sorry Win I could do nothing to save you. Please come back to me and with that I didn't realise when I fell asleep.
Flashback end

The Next Day

(Still Tine's Pov)

I got up feeling a bit uncomfortable, I then realized that I slept in the same clothes and with that the clips from last night started playing in mind.

I was still in no mood to talk to Phi Type so I decided I would just eat breakfast from uni's canteen. With this I quickly did my morning routine and headed towards out.

I tiptoed towards the main door to avoid Phi but as soon as I touched the door knob Phi type cleared his throat and spoke ''skipping breakfast?". Feeling a bit awkward I tried to look anywhere but Phi and I answered, "No Phi you know today my classes are early".

"As much as I remember it is Wednesday today and you have no morning classes"

Shittt how could I forget that phi has memorized whole of my schedule!!!!
"Oh y-yeah r-right I-I forgot" gosh why am I stuttering
''Soo then let's have breakfast?'' he asked, I simply nodded

We both sat opposite each other on the dining table with the elephant in the room.

I was not at all hungry and I was just fiddling with the fruits on my plate
Phi Type cleared his throat and I came out of my thoughts

"I am sorry for yelling at you yesterday'' he said in a soft voice. I wasn't expecting that but I was used to the kinda yelling that happened last night. I don't think there has been one single day gone by where the topic of Win was not raised.

"I am sorry too for acting like that"
I was simply trying to end the conversation, I was not in the mood to talk about anything because I knew that we will get back to those similar talks only But Phi started again "Tine you know right I am worried about you,

I cant see you like this struggling with past, you have come a long way , you let go of it already, you know it wasn't your fault , you did whatever you could so stop blaming and.....

"I know that okay so just stop telling me this everyday" I cut him off
''I am tired of listening to all this , please stop it!! I know I should let go of it but what should I do if everyday something or the other reminds of it "
so I just finished whatever there was on my plate and got up to go with tears almost dropping from my eyes....

(Sarawat's Pov)
I was walking towards my college building when suddenly someone from behind bumped my shoulder and I was bout to call them out when I realized it's Tine and it seemed as if like he was crying,

I called him out but he just rushed away from there
I started following him. And I ended up at the backside of the building but Tine was nowhere to be found. so as I was about to go I heard someone's sniffing and sobbing and as I went towards the sound I saw Tine all curled up in a corner shedding tears. I gasped and immediately went to him

"Tine! Tine! what happened, why are you crying??"
His head was buried between his knees and he was shedding tears. I sat beside him

''Tine, what happened? please tell me, you are making me worried, please"
''Tine'', I was shaking his shoulders, ''Tine answer me pleaseee" I said in a loud voice

"LEAVE ME ALONE, GO AWAY I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ANYONE" he lashed out
"I don't need anyone please" he begged

I couldn't see him like this. My heart was aching so I did what I could I put my arms around him and brought his head to my chest, he struggled a bit and kept mumbling words but I didn't give up, i hugged him tightly and said "cry it out if it makes you feel better, I am here for you , I will always be there" and he hugged me back as if his life depended on it...... I swear it was such a beautiful feeling I wish it could last forever

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