your mine | rafe cameron X y/n

part 9 <3

RAFE POV:
I woke up before her, she was still wrapped in my arms. In the night we both pulled the covers off because it was too hot and her shirt of mine that she was wearing rolled up to her stomach because of tossing and turning. She had black lacy underwear on, hot. When I turned to get a better view of her sleeping I noticed something on her exposed thighs. *tw:mention of self h*arm*
I slowly brushed my fingers times over what looked like scars, some faded some fresh. Did she do that to herself. My eyes started to tear up and the thought of her hurting herself, I wanted to wake her up and ask her all these questions but I decided to let her sleep and then we would talk when she woke. After a while she finally woke up.
Y/N POV:
I woke up to rafe sitting in a chair in the corner of the room with tears in his eyes and an angry look on his handsome face, I was confused about what was wrong until I looked down when I sat up against the head board to see that his shirt I was wearing had rolled up in the night exposing my cuts. I quickly rolled it back down and grabbed my phone while saying, "hi" to him while not even looking at him. I started to go on social media when I noticed he hadn't said anything back, "you okay?" I asked concerned. He ignored me again, I raised my voice a little and said, "helloooo? Rafe? Are you okayyy?" "Did you do that" he bluntly replied looking at me deep in the eyes, "do what" I said while I chuckled to myself, I knew what he was talking about. For fuck sake. "Don't make me say it, don't fucking make me say it" he said while his voice started to crack. "Ugh I don't have time for this shit agin rafe" I said while grabbing my clothes from last night and changing into them, I had a bra and stuff so it's not like I was naked Infront of him. I'm and idiot, you could see all the cuts from my thighs up to my lower stomach, I forgot about them, before I could put an shirt on to cover up from my underwear he looked down and said, "that........did you do that" angrily. "I don't wanna talk about it okay". I replied. He stormed over to me and grabbed my wrists and yelled, "no, no no no you will talk about it" "no I won't, fuck off rafe" as yelled back in his face while yanking my wrists away from him, I quickly got changed, grabbed my phone and went to grab the door handle before he came in front of the door, "so what does this mean huh, last night was a mistake? huh!" "yes it was" I replied while my eyes started to tear up I walked out and he chased after me, we were now outside and he was yelling stuff at me but I didn't listen, he came in front of me and stopped me from walking, "please don't leave okay, last night wasn't a mistake, look there's a party tonight, come, we can talk yeah?" I just nodded and sure before nu ding past him and walked back to Jon's b's.
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It was later that night and I got dressed for the party. It was only at the beach with Pogues too so I didn't have to dress up too much,
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