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so, I started talking to this girl Ashley a few years ago, and right off the back we clicked and I honestly
thought "this is the girl" she was perfect for me. I still remember the first time talking to her, first tile
meeting her, and so on.
so we started talking, she was about to go to her softball game and said we shared each others numbers
( good ole Facebook started this off ) so after softball she texted me, it was a Saturday if I remember correctly
and we talked for hours and hours. and I was so happy at first. I thought I finally met someone who I had a
chance with and things would work out with. we talked daily for hours at a time and after a few days, I texted
her a long message overnight, one of them appreciation messages I guess you could call it, telling her how much
I adored her, and so on. i can't remember exactly what I said now, but going on. I never asked her out because
I wanted to hang out with her first, just so she could see if she could put up with me ( I have treacher Collens syndrome )
and I feared she wouldn't understand me. some people can some can't, depends. so I wanted her to meet me so in case she
couldn't, say for instance I asked her out over a text and she met me days later and couldn't understand me, it'd be awkward,
I didn't think she would put up with it, and would end it right then and there. so I waited which was a mistake. so after about a
week I was playing scrabble with my ma and her boyfriend of about 7 years, yes boyfriend not husband. but I left my phone on
the couch an afterwards I checked it and there was a text from her. saying how her best friend liked her and how she "begged"
her to go out with him and Ashely said she said yes just to make him happy atm. my heart dropped when I read that. but I said okay.
she's just doing it to make her friend happy, it'll be over in a few days or so. but a day or so later they posted pictures on each others
facebooks kissing. and I'm the biggest idiot in the world because in my head I knew it wasn't just to make her friend happy
, she actually liked him. and I put up with it thinking I would still get my chance later on. after all she still had my heart, I still
thought she was the one. I waited it out. still talked to her every often. and when they finally broke up after a month or so
I think. I tried talking to her again like we used to, asking to hang out and so on. I put the not understanding me
thing behind me and got over that fear, but she always put it off and said she was busy. she never wanted to hang out,
always saying she was too shy. and she started dating this other guy named edward and that really just ruined me.
so I tried getting over her, but I couldn't. I kept talking to her, trying to hang out, thinking maybe she still likes me,
that's if she ever liked me to begin with, but I had a surgery coming up, jaw surgery, I wasn't going to be able to talk
for about a month, jaw was being wired shut. ( fun right? )so i convinced her to hang out with me before the surgery.
i had a graduation party the day we were supposed to hang out and on the way home I was so happy and nervous at
the same time.
I was finally about to meet the girl of my dreams. and then she texted me. saying her friend came over and she couldn't hang
out. and I couldn't believe it. was she really bailing on me 2 days before surgery? so I had the surgery, and while I was in the
hospital I didn't touch my phone for a bout 2 days. I just wanted to read any text and cheer me up all at once ya know? take
the attention away from not being able to eat anything good for a month at least for a few minutes.
and she didn't even text me until the night before, 3 days passed after my surgery and she just now texted me, wasn't even a
long text or anything like I hoped. she just asked how I was doing basically. only 2 sentences, while a few of my other friends
texted me about .... thnx guys for reading its my 1st story .. i hope u enjoyed . commenter vous ... #like
