The Unwanted Girl (On-Hold)

Strange feelings

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Kriiiiiiiing !!! 

That was the third snooze around...

I lazily raised my body from the bed and stretch-out my hands on the air.

Mom aren't here in my room.She was supposed to be here- shaking me, pulling me and yelling at me to wake me up. It surprised me as well that i woke up on my own. 'Weird'

It's Monday and i wonder why going school today is a big deal for me. Suddenly, my weirdiest and worst 'nightmare' with Ian, flashback.

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I slapped my face and decided to take a shower. Once i get inside, i turn the shower on and let the cold water splashed over my body and it helped. I almost forget the 'nightmare'. After several minutes, i stepped out from the bathroom and lead to my dresser. I don't know why i have this gut to wear something beautiful today. I hated myself for feeling this way.

In the end, i go with the dress i usually wear. Worn-out jeans and off-shoulder shirt with rugged lining. 'Isn't it rock?' I don't mind on putting make-up, i simply blowered my hair messily and that's all! 'I hate being fixed and so girly.'

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I was on the way to my biology class. As usual, people were staying away from me...and leaved a wide gap whenever i walked along them. In my back, i could feel their instense glare. I shrugged and walked confidently like i own the hallway  'till i reached my biology room. I twisted the doorknob and entered without even accosting Ms. Fy's presence, seated on my desk and glanced over my three friends.

"Hey Guys- Nice morning!"

They smirked and waved at me. 

"Youre late!" It's Johanna.

I shrugged and said, "Who cares?"

We talked like Ms. Fy and rest were not existing till i heard her take a long deep sigh and shooked her head. I rolled my eyes and noted myself to stay put and shut my mouth off.

While Miss Fy starting over her discussion, my sight were playing around. It was then i met Ian's topaz eyes. Screw that topaz eyes!

'He was looking at me'

I raised my eyebrow and waited for him to cut out his sight but he didn't. Strange. His expression was kind of different. It is not the usuall looks i could see from him. I frowned and gritted my teeth in confussion. 'He was really something...'

We stayed in that state until i forced my self to take my eyes off him. I could hear my abnormal heartbeat. 'What's this? Am i sick?' I thought to myself and touched my neck with the back of my hands. For second time around, my 'nightmare' flashback. But when the memories of last days with him went back...i was awakened from that you called an abnormal state.

'Do you think you can fool me? Watch out, puppy named guy!' With this thought, i outwitted the strange feelings inside.

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In the Cafeteria. Carl, Charlie and Johanna seems so busy...

Carl. He was sketching and he really looks serious with it. You can see the proof in his wrinkled forehead.

Charlie. He was smiling like crazy while facing his new phone. And i wonder how he got it. 'He looks so damn inlove with it'

While Johanna, she was reading her long time dreamed book . And if you will disturb her in the moment like this...'She'll kill you'. As if it is subject-related but it's not!

These friends of mine really sucks! They're just out of this world creatures! I sighed and look around. I noticed that everybody seems so busy as well- studying, reading class- related books, talking about how's and why's about history, math...etc. etc. etc.  Well, that was their big difference with us. 'They are a subject suckers!' I'm bored...i have nobody to talked to or play with.I walked out from the Cafeteria and lead to the Comfort room. On the way...and like as if someone heard my need... I found him. Ian. We are about to cross or path. With that, a smirk formed my lips. 

'Finally, i have someone to play with'

Suddenly from my back, a girl yelled at him. Even i didn't turn around, i knew it'll be Myka-the b**ch. She overpassed me and walked unto Ian's.

"Finally, i found you!" She said as she stand on her heels and run her fingers through his hair and smiled at him perfectly and he like it.

I don't know but seeing that scene my bloods mounted on my head like any minute, it'll burst out or explode.

As i realized i was frozen in my feet, i'm a bit embarrased for myself. I mentally cursed myself for wasting my time watching that i-dont-give-a-damm-scene.

With that, i raised an eyebrow and over passed them.

Once i entered the comfort room, i locked it and stayed there. What the hell? Why i am feeling like im sick? Jealous? For heaven's sake! I don't know where this words are coming from. One thing i knew, this is stupid!