Broken Souls (Editing).

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Chapter 44.

Y's P.

I spent my time in the bar inshort the only bar that brats can afford in here i am distraughted in my thoughts.

'I saw my family today.

How happy they were seeing me.

How Sumaiyah's words affecting me and too bad it's the truth.

My family loves me and how blessed i am having everything after losing everything and yet, yet I am letting my past..

Something that has long happened, something that i got no control in affect me and my present.

Kept lying and lying to them Youseff!.

I close my eyes drowning myself in alcohol as words replying in my head.

I c_can't live like this_.

It's always! always been about you.

Do what you want, i surrender look!.

Fine girls are not your family__

We owe you for this rich life.

Leave me.

I hit my head against the table and cry in my drunkard state.

All i ever did was to hurt you.

"Why did i make you fall in love with me".

"Why_".

And darkness hovers around me.

I am awoken by someone shaking me as i open my eyes i find i am all alone, being used of Alcohol it never hits me hard.

I look around and figured out it's quite late, swaying and getting trippy i managed to get myself in the car.

My eyes widen in realization how late i am.

6:00 am.

Fuck! The more fucked up i am today.

__.

"Youseff!", Amanda rushed towards me on the moment i stepped in.

She smiles rushing close but stops in midway with her brows furrowed.

Fuck.

"Aman_",

"Your drunk!", She looks at me so disappointed as i sigh rushing my fingers through my hair

"Is this why you've been absent lately, Oh God",

"Does Sumaiyah know", She's much more talking to herself at the moment.

Her chest heaving up and down panicking and eyes letting tears flow down.

"Amandaa listen please", I walk closer.

"No!, despite what happened to you you're still drinking, do you wanna kill yourself!", She shouts.

"I_it just happened", I wipe my tears roughly.