Broken Souls (Editing).

047.

Chapter 46

S's P.

I keep thinking about about what happened i feel weird shivers running down my spine.

My tears can't stop flowing cause of fear.

"He__i don't know", I gave Amanda que to speak for him.

Cause i am tired, tired of pushing and acting blind of his mistakes, tired.

"The first day you met Youseff at school and saw him beating some kids", She looks at me as i bore my eyes at her.

"Those kids were harassing me and he got to know", I look at her lost in thoughts

I thought.

"He's not bad, I know he drinks Sumaiyah but he never drink without any reasin, he has his own shit, he lost his parents the day i lost mine", She wipes her tears.

"His Brother and Sister all in one night still he took me in not ready for me to be thrown in an orphanage despite i being a stranger", She cries.

"He tried, He was only 17 yet he took 8 years old kid in, he took care of me while his own guardian forced him to take over the company at the age he's supposed to finish to live like a teenage", She cast down.

"He started drinking until it got too much almost losing his life, h_he had liver transplant, he was cr_critical at the age of 19", She wiped her tears.

"An_and now after all th_these years Su_sumaiyah h_he started drinking", She breath heavily as i close my eyes crying.

"H_".

"He's admitted",She burst into cried.

I hold myself up and pull her close.

"H_he fainted, he_he's in OT", She continues as i feel my body stiffen.

Youseff.

He's been through all__.

Ya Allah.

Yous__.

I cry silently while consoling Ammy.

"I_i am scared", She cries.

"H_he'll be fine", My voice choke out as i cry bitterly.

"He_i_is strong", I cry as she sniffle.

Amanda get called as i hate myself.

I feel like a sick person.

Thinking if i push him into telling me he will while i am more of hurting him than helping him.

He's in pain.

He's always been in pain.

More of broken.

Ya Allah save him please.

I_ can'r live without him

Ya Allah i__i didn't mean to__i i didn't know.