The Guy I Prayed For

Chapter 21

**at night**

Bhuvan was sitting in my room..thinking about nakuul ..the moment he hugged me..and called me "frooti"and when I kept my hands on his shoulder..bhuvan was getting insecure ..
i came into my room..opening my hair and saw bhuvan sitting on my bed..

"kya baat hai? Itna kya soch rahe ho" ( I said by keeping my bag aside and sat besides him and wrapped my hands around him)

"kuch nahi..." ( bhuvan said)

"acha..aaj mere saath hi yaha ruk rahe ho na..humne decide kiya tha.." ( I reminded by resting my head on his shoulders)

"haa.." ( saying this bhuvan took his phone out)

I could notice a change in his behaviour.. bhuvan used to talk so much!! Aur abhi ...he's just talking to reply..

"maine khaana order kar diya hai ...aata hi hoga.." ( bhuvan said)

He was not looking at me..he was just looking here and there and for the first time!! I hugged him and he didn't hugged me back..

"bhuvan.." ( I said by wrapping my hands around his arms)

"kuch hua hai kya?" ( I asked by resting my chin on his shoulder)

Bhuvan looked at me for a while and then again started to look here and there..he didn't reply anything..

"bolo na..BB ,kuch hua hai kya?" ( I asked him again by shaking his hand)

"kuch bhi toh nahi.." ( saying this he removed my hands from his arms and went and sat on the balcony..)

It was making me sad..

I went towards him and sat on my knees in front of him..held his hands..

"bhuvan..mujhse koi galti hui hai kya??.." ( I asked)

He didn't reply..

"maine aisa kuch kiya kya joh aapko pasand naa aaya ho??" ( I added)
he again didn't replied

"BB..please baat karo na mujhse!" ( I cried)

Bhuvan looked at me..held me by my face ..he wiped my tears..and hugged me..

Bhuvan held my face in front of his and said..

"shruti..tumhe itni takleef hoti hai ..agar main tumse baat naa karu toh?" ( he said by wiping my tears)

I just nodded my head into a yes..

He hugged me again...
but I separated this time and said

"mujhe ignore kiya na aapne..thike main abhi katti hoon aapse.."(I said by wiping my tears and looked to the opposite side)

"shruti..woh kuch tension hai..aisa lag raha hai ki meri sabse keemti cheez mujhse koi chheen raha hai..bas us hi ke baare mein soch raha tha.." ( bhuvan said by holding my hand and kissed them)

"tum kabhi door nahi jaaogi na mujhse?.." ( he added)

I looked at him and saw tears in his eyes..

"BB..." ( saying this I hugged him)

"I know it may sound cheesy ..but..main aapse kabhi door nahi jaa sakti..chahe..physically aapke saath rahu yaa na rahu..but yaha main hamesha hoon..hoon na?" ( I said by keeping my hands on his chest)

"koi shaq hai tumhe?" ( bhuvan kissed me on my forehead)

"nahi..par filhaal mujhe boht bhook lag rahi hai.." ( I puffed my cheeks )