The Guitarist Of Hope (Pre-Killing Game Danganronpa X Male Reader)

Sun, Islands, And Swimsuits, part 5

Y/N's POV
8:15 AM

After accepting Hina's confession, I decided to leave her for a bit, and went to the back of the line, to where Junko and Mukuro were.

"Hey, guys..."

Mukuro: "hey, Y/N."

Junko: "hi, honey!"

"H-honey...?"

Junko: "yeah! Lovers should give each other nicknames and stuff!"

"But...why honey?"

Junko: "...do you really want to know?"

"...yeah, nevermind, I'm not ready for corny lines right now."

Junko: "exactly."

Mukuro: "so...what's up? You just gave up your spot in line...there has to be a reason, right?"

"Yeah...about that...I may or may not have accepted a confession from Hina."

Mukuro and Junko: "..."

Mukuro: "well...like with my sis...I don't mind "sharing" you...just don't forget about me."

Junko: "...that fucking BITCH!"

Junko was about to storm off to...do unfriendly things to Hina, only stopped by me holding her hand.

"Junko, don't..."

Junko: "but..."

"No buts...please...h-h-honey..."

Junko: "...you called me honey..."

Junko suddenly smiled, and hugged me tightly, causing me to start gagging and wanting to breathe.

Junko: "you're lucky I love you! Fine, I won't do anything, but keep calling me that!"

"S-s-sure thing, h-honey..."

As she finally let go of me, I smiled, and held both of their hands, walking between them as we got into the bus, and drove off to the airport.

As I sat next to the window, which is undoubtedly the best spot from all the seats, and Makoto sat next to me, I began to feel...weird...no, i know this feeling...it's the feeling of dread and sorrow...and they're both coming back again...
Damn it...I thought I'd be fine, since I'm happy with myself and all...

"Hey, Makoto...mind if I ask you something?"

Makoto: "sure thing!"

"Do you...think life is worth it?"

Makoto: "huh?...yeah, of course!"

"Huh...well...I don't think it is for me..."

Makoto: "...why not, Y/N?"

"Well...it's because of how my life has been up to this point...I've been alone for all of my life...sure, there may be people next to me, but I just feel so...alone."

Makoto: "..."

"I've been bullied...my parents separated...and now...I just feel like nothing matters, you know?"

Makoto: "...you're having another one of those, huh?"

"Yeah...they're back...and I just feel so...awful."

Makoto: "well...don't give up, Y/N...you have a lot of people that care about you...and you have Mukuro and Junko..."

"...add Hina to the list, too."

Makoto: "...seriously, dude?"

I smiled...maybe Makoto was right...no, he definitely was...I have people that care about me, and I'm not letting something like "depression" hold me back!