The Guitarist Of Hope (Pre-Killing Game Danganronpa X Male Reader)

A Fashionista's Return to Despair, and the revival of Hope

Mukuro's POV
4:36 PM

I left the hospital, Y/N's guitar being carried on my back...but...I still can't process the fact that Y/N is dead...
This has to be a nightmare...I'm sure that I'll wake up...and see Y/N alive again...

But, what's worse is that...how am I going to tell everyone? I can't just go into the class and say "hey everyone, Y/N is dead."...and I'm scared that my sister will fall into despair again...

...however, I have something more important to deal with at the moment.

Man: "where are we...?"

"...we're in the place where you'll die."

Man: "I see...kill me, then...I've already given you despair by taking away that boy's life..."

"...his name was Y/N L/N...remember it when you go to hell."

And with that, I stabbed my knife into his throat, and watched as the man began to choke on his own blood...
This...this is what you get for killing the one I love...

I pulled my knife out of his neck, and cleaned it...I don't want his disgusting blood on it...

I fixed the position of Y/N's guitar, and walked away, I don't care if I get the cops called on me...I had to do it...and now, it's time...to tell everyone...

I shed a tear...damnit...why did this have to happen?!
...no, Y/N wouldn't want me to be sad over this...I have to be strong...for him...

As I walked, I noticed my sister...breaking the news to her is going to to painful...

Junko: "sis! Where's Y/N?! And why are you carrying his guitar?"

"...In the hospital."

Junko: "oh, thank god...is he going to be fine?"

"..."

Junko: "...sis?"

"...he's gone, Junko..."

Junko: "...w-what do you mean?"

"...h-he's dead..."

Junko: "...n-no...t-this isn't real..."

"..."

Junko: "y-you're lying!"

"...why would I lie?"

Junko: "then...i-it's true...?"

"...yes."

Junko: "...so there's no reason to continue believing in hope...it was dumb of me to even believe I could have something like hope..."

"...sis, Y/N wouldn't want you to fall into despair..."

Junko: "b-but...without him, I have no reason other choice but to turn to despair..."

...damn it...
She's falling back...

Junko: "this horrible feeling...it's addicting...despair has never felt better!"

"Sis..."

Junko: "Y/N is gone...and with that, despair clawed it's way back into me!

...

Junko: "...come on, sis, we have a job to do!"

My sister walked away...and she had a giant smile on her face...Junko Enoshima, the Ultimate Despair, is back...damn it, Y/N...I keep failing you over and over again...what should I do...?

I pulled my phone out, and opened up my messages...there's my conversation with Y/N...and memories came flooding in...

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