My eyes were sore from cry all last night. I was on the toilet scrolling through my phone trying my best to distract myself. I got done, wiped flushed and washed my hands. I looked in the mirror at myself looking like half the person I was.
"U ok mama" Amiya asked knocking on the bathroom door. I asked her and k to stay with me last night. I didn't want to be absorbed by my own sadness. "yea I'm coming out" I opened the door and she was standing there waiting for me. "Come lets go lay down".
She grabbed my hand and led to the bed cuddling me. I snuggled up beside her watching the movie that was playing. My phone beeped seeing that I had a message from "❤". The text said.
I know you saw what Aiisha posted last night. Give me a chance to explain. Meet me at the park next to the mall. At 10 Please.
The fucking nerve. I thought to my self. "U wanna go" Amiya asked siting up playing with my hair. "Ion I don't wanna see him cuz I feel like ima smack the shit outta him but I also wanna know why" I said. Reading the text over and over. "U know were always here for you babes" Kenya comforted me. "I'm gonna go but I want yall with me". "Np Lemme text ya brothers and my pops" she got up stretching.
10:15am
We were now onw to the park. I sat in the passengers seat of Kenya's BMW wondering why the fuck was this happening to me right now. My mind seem to stop racing when we pulled up to the park. We parked and got out. Seeing that Sin and kell were already out sins car.
We all walked over to Antonio's car. Kenya and Amiya held a firm grip on both my hands. " Wassup" He said getting out of the drivers seat. Everybody but me gave him a head nod; I didn't feel like being polite rn. "U not gon say nothing" He asked me which replaced my sadness with anger. "Ion got nothing ta say" "Danielle-" he started. "Danielle what nigga quit wasting my fucking time and say what tf got ta say" i argued
"It was an accident" He looked at me. "Ha.. wait that wasn't a joke so you expect me to fucking think she tripped and fell on ya dick get tf out with that shit" The silence was loud. "or wait did you magically land in ha pussy" I asked him trying my best not to sock him in his mouth. "You aint even letting me speak" "So speak then nigga aint nobody holding on to ya lips".
He started to explain how he was at his homeboys party and how he was drunk when he fucked her.
"So this happened 7 months ago and you been fucking me, smiling in mah face and shit". "huh?" I screamed; he said nothing. "Since last month ya ass switched up on me making me feel like I was the problem and I was insecure...all because u couldn't keep yo fucking dick in ya pants" I felt hot tears streaming down my face.
These weren't sad tears. I wanted to break his jaw but at the same time this was the nigga that told me, my family and friends he loved me.
"You didnt only compromised my mental but my health, God knows what tf ya nasty ass gave me" I felt myself losing my composer more and more. "Its not like that" "What is it like them mf" I asked putting my hands in my jacket pockets.
"U aint even have the balls to tell me ya self...shit u probably wouldn't have told me U really aint shit"
I was done with him.
"The irony is I loved you I still do, you told me you love me and I fucked around and believed you". I ran my hand down my face "You and ya bum ass baby motha stay away from me and loose my number too dumb ass nigga".
He just stared at me. I don't think any of them heard me go off on him before. My momma was very emotionally abusive and if being in a relationship where it was gon bring me outta character then fuck him, his explanations and this relationship. I felt my blood boiling so I walked away. "Wait" He grabbed my hand. Right then and there I black out. I felt my self fuming with rage as I hit something over and over again.
"DANIELLE STOPP!!! "
I heard miyas voice bringing me back to consciousness. Markell grabbed me off Antonio when I saw him spit out blood. His eye was bloody and he had cuts and bruises all over his face. "Calm down" kell looked at me. "YO ASS IS DEAD TA ME PUNK ASS BITCH" I screamed at Antonio when Markell picked my up and carried me to Sin's car.
"Look at me" he turned my face. "You my sister ok I know you angry but don't get ya self get arrested because of a aint shit ass mf ok" "ok" I said feeling myself about to cry again. Kell held me as I cried feeling like the world was crashing down on me.
Thoughts on
Danielle
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Aww Danii🥺
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