Don't leave me

13th Chapter

*At last!!!!!! I am with my story! Guys I missed it so much! I am emotional TvT! Anyways Lets move forward with Zen and Charles. Okay then...ENJOYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!*

It has been 3 weeks to the crash landing but still I can't stop remembering Zack, still I have revived myself much from that trauma of his death. Every night I say some words for all the three (Her parents and Zack), shed some more tears, and live with their memories. The last time I hugged mom was when they both were leaving for that function (After which they both had an accident), the last time I hugged dad was on my 20th birthday, and the last time I hugged Zack was on my birthday this year. I just can't tell how much I miss them, Charles always gives me company, half a week later after the incident I started going to office for distraction, and when I return home I feel like there was no distraction even in there but then I find Charles ready to make me happy again from which I get happy, but not much

*She was thinking sitting in that garden when Charles went there to ask her if she would come for a walk with him. He knew the expected answer 'I don't feel like it' but still asked her again if at all she changes her mind*

"Zen! Are you coming for a walk with me?" Charles asked as I turned to face him bit cheerfully

"Um...Yes lets go, I feel like I mustn't be at home now. Feels boring like this, after seeing 2-3 different people I might feel good" I said as it surprised him but still went to get ready

We were ready to go for a walk. Just when we went out of the gates he received an official call, and went inside the gates to talk, till then I had started going ahead after gesturing him about it. While I was walking down the streets I remembered how we had enjoyed a vacation in Australia with all of us except Charles obviously because of his work. Then I thought about my birthday when Katty did all my dress and make up stuff, when all were amazed when they saw me, when I had my very first conversation with Charles and then we confessed, the very next day he was kidnapped, how I saved us from Pearl John and Mr. Roger, when I lived with Charles for his help and then ended up leaving Zack forever!

*She continued walking till then Charles joined her. They walked for almost 30-35 minutes and then came back. When they returned, they went for a change, after changing they came and sat in the living room busy in whatever work they were doing in there phones. During the dinner time as usual Zen ate less, after dinner she helped him with the rinsing of dishes and then they both went to sleep. While in bed she was having nightmares, when she couldn't control much she called Charles as she didn't wanted to leave the bed (which she considered her safe place, man we all consider it lol!), he was also awake and felt like she wasn't asleep as well, when he received the call he literally ran to her room, came in and consoled her. She was in tears, while he had embraced her she felt more safe and fell asleep in his arms itself. When he realised it, going to the room after making her lie on the bed was felt a bit rude for him, so he leaned on the wall and felt asleep in that position*

I woke up and I found out I was still in his embrace and he was leaning on the wall asleep. Oh so sorry Charles! I gently left from his embrace and made him lie on my bed itself, while he curled up cutely in the sheets, I couldn't control and pecked him on the forehead. He moved a bit, then again went still and was asleep. It feels rude to wake him up, let it be I will do my things till then he will get up himself or I will have to wake him then

*She went to do her things, when she was done she checked upon him again but found him asleep. So she went to prepare breakfast, again she peeped in her room and again found him asleep in a different position which made her chuckle quite hard. When it was too late she went to wake him, but he was lightly groaning sleepily*