The one that got away

Starting to get better

Just to tell people I am doing short updated but they may be like every day so yeh hope. You enjoy .

I can't believe It has been 3 weeks since the worst day of my life (when he broke up with his girlfriend and his mum died ) if you didn't know me and dad are moving so we don't get reminded of mum which sounds really bad but for my family it's good as we need a brake from people coming up to me saying I am so sorry about this and that , ok so that did sound pretty rude but you get what I am saying right . so we are moving to America I am very happy I can't wait and the girl I met on holiday (Abbie ) she lives in Florida and I am going to live in Orlando and they are pretty close even thought she is really angry with me I hope she can forgive me if she knew what has been going on . It's been a week since I last talked to you so I will fill you in I am on the plane and looking at a picture of mum and eating. Bag of salted plane pretzels ,a bottle of strawberry fanta .(while writing this of corse ) i look at my dad and he is he is drinking vodka with nothing else but it 3 in the morning and I have been seeing him drink a lot lately no no no but this dose not mean he has a drinking problem I am probably just tired I am gonna sleep know but before I am gonna watch some home movies I made of the memories I had with mum . night a song comes on it's butterfly fly away my mum used to sing that dong and I know it well do I sung to it :You tucked me in and turned out the light kept me safe and sound at night little girls depend on things like that ...
You brushed my teeth and comes my hair had to drive me everywhere
U were always there when I looked back ...
U had to do it all alone make a living make a home must have been as hard as it could be and when i couldn't sleep at night scared that things wouldn't turn out right u would hold my hand and sing to me caterpillar in the tree how u wonder who you'll be can't go back but u can always dream wish u May and wish u might don't u worry hold on tight I'll promise u there'll always come a day butterfly fly away butterfly butterfly butterfly fly away you've been waiting for this day all along you've known just what to do butterfly butterfly butterfly fly away so I am gonna sleep now night I grabbed my mums pillow (my favroite memory of her ) and sniffed it and gradually feel asleep .

Will be updating tomorrow hope u enjoyed please comment on what type of books you would like me to write next 😳😘😄