Discovering

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*Shota had lost control. He was like machine puppet to Hizashi, who was holding a controller.
"I-" Shota was startled of himself.
Shota is NOT like that. "What am I doing? When did I become like this?" was in Shota's toughts.
"Whats wrong? Why my kitty stopped?~"
"Huh..? I.. Whats happening?"
"What ya mean?"
"Why I am taking the lead? Why at all I am doing this..?"
Hizashi looked a bit worried. Then he chuckled: "Oo, I know what's going on?"
"Huuuh...?"
"Heeeeee. Bhaha."
"You know that this is serious, right?"
"Pfft- is it? I find it quite entertaining." *wink, wink*
"You know whats going on.."
"Maybe."
"Spit it out, Zashhhiiii"

*inside*

Nikko:"Well now we know that 'Zashi hasn't lost his humor."
Amay:"Kh, yeah. Even in serious situations.. Poor Shota bhaha."
Nikko:"Ya know. Even if Zashi manages to get what he wants..."
Amay:"... then that would last only a month."
"Yeah"
"But why. They get along well.. Don't they?"
"..."
"Don't they..?"
"I mean. All what they do is Hizashi 'bulling Shota."
"Yea, I have noticed that Shota aint the social one. Tho he had opened up a bit to Zashi."
"Do he really wants it? To be with Zashi I mean. Or does he really think Zashi is only bothering him?"
"That maybe true, but. He hangs out with him"
"Yea i see that~"
"I- didnt tought like that"
"Haha i know"
"Hey listen. Shota was lonely ya know. Hizashi... And Oboro both made school feel like home."
"Home"
"Yea. And Hizashi tries his best with his optimism to cheer Shota up everyday."
"I know. Tho it seems like he tries too hard."
"Eh"
"If Zashi can't be hyper optimist, then he's sad. And then Shota thinks he did something wrong."

*outside*

Shota:"Care to tell me now, whats wrong??"
"Nothing isn't wrong, your body just answers your wishes, hehe"
"Speak, parrot"
"Okay, okay calm down. You see. When other person meets you, you see them and you want it"
"What. In the world. Are you. TALKING ABOUT?? You want me to leaveee?"
"That's the least i wanna"
"Then get into talking!"
"I can't. Not here."
"And thats because---"
"My parents are listening all of this by da window... " *whisper*
".... The. WHAT? Like yesterday too?"
"Yup"
"How do you know?"
"I heard them before we went to sleep. They were so loud lol and when I went inside this morning I could see they are sweating. Probably from running away from window. Annnnd, door was open.. Like why?"
"Probably they forgot to lock it"
"Nana. They were listening form outside!"
"Why would they do that. We could hear them here.."
".. Mm. Ur right. I dunno. But this is suspicious nonetheless"
"So. What you want me to do?"
"You want answers right?"
*nod*
"Well then, come on!"
"Hey¿"

*at park*

Hizashi:"This isn't the best place to tell such a thing but I don't know a safer place, hehe"
"Again with the laugh, whys that funny?
"Bcs I have never talked about this topic to anyone."
"... This. Topic?"
"Ya know *smile* you will know soon. And can control it. Maybe.. Maybe not. Hehe. We will see"
"Control what??"
Hizashi was mad.. Uhh. Does he really not understand or is he he playing dumb? Hizashi pushed himbto a bench.
"Listen now. Carefully ya fool. Grr(irritated)."
Silence.
"It and by IT i mean pleasure ya fool. Ye felt it for da first time and you couldn't control yourself because of your bodyyyyy. *Sigh* wanted more. It is normal reaction. Understand? *irritated smile*?"
"Uuh.. A bit..? But. I am not into such a things. So why..? "
Hizashi was speechless. "I just told ya that.. Djdlsdk. No calm down Zash. Ya got this... Ya. Felt. GoOd! Got it?"
"With you."
"Yea?"
"With boy"
"Uhuh..? "
"How is this possibl-"
"For the love of god...I am outta here"
Hizashi started walking away to home.
"Yamada"
Hizashi startled.
"What did you call me?"
"Yamada."
"Excuse me?"
"Can you, *blush* please help me....?"
"..."
"Help me to understand."
"... To understand... "
"All. Everything. I know only what you have shown me. And. I want to know more."
"..."
"Would you help me?"
Hizas turns to Shota. "This aint a thing you can learn by book or words. This has to be experienced."
"Okay."
"Okay what?"
"Let me experience it then."
"..." Hizashi knows that Shota will run away. "I know you do it for me, so stop."
"But let me experience it, then let me decide, hmph."
"If you run away I won't teach you."
"I won't" *smile*
"I don't know why you are doing this, but you will regret it when I start."
Shota knows that he will. But he must do it. For Zashi. For himself. And who knows, this might be actually nice.

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