Im not Wilbur, I'm much worse

Intro

Hello everyone!

This fanfic was originally being written in 2021. Its about an AU of the dream-smp were some characters decide to take a different path than the cannon trama.

This fan fiction is written mostly by Tommy's view and it includes some graphic details. Here's your warning for abuse, manipulation, death, mental illness (including ptsd) and kidnappings.

A summery of the chapter is provided before the actual chapter in case you forgot any details.

This story was planned a while ago, which means that the plot isn't that complicated but there are some hidden details that serve as foreshadowing, if you want to investigate those feel free to leave comments with your findings. Please do not judge this story too harshly, as I said this was written a while ago. I am also in the process of updating it to make the story more coherent. There are some chapters that arent finished yet.

Thank you to everyone who has read and written feedback on the story. Please remember to be kind to each other :D

Initial descriptions of the characters included:

-Tommy:

He is living his best life in exile, although he has a changed style. He no longer wears his iconic T-shirt instead he wears a normal white T-shirt. Phil's youngest son. He's human. 16 years old.  He has blue eyes that have dulled overtime because of his time in exile and his whole body is covered in many scars. He used long pants to cover them when he was younger so not many people know about them, the people who do include Tubbo and (recently deceased) Wilbur.

-Tubbo:

President Tubbo = traumatized Tubbo. He has explosion scars around his face and one of his arms. Hybrid, half human- half goat. He has recurrent nightmares from the time he worked under Jschllats's command. 

*It's very easy to hate Tubbo in this fanfic and to consider him as someone naive but please remember he's sixteen when Tommy is exiled and he's terrified of Dream.

-Wilbur:

Dead (for now), killed by Phil. Before he died his natural brown eyes had turned red. Tommy's older brother number 1. Human. Tommy remembers him as someone with a melodic voice, even when he lost his sanity his voice could charm anyone he talked to. He was always very good at manipulating people but he used to care about his family, after Schllat came to power things changed....

-Techno:
The techno we all love. Except he lived with Tommy and Phil for a while.  Tommy's older brother number 2. Piglin-human hybrid. Posses some pigling characteristics like pink hair, red eyes, and tusks.

(I am aware of the passing of Techno and in no way mean to disrespect his family or him in this story. TECHNOBLADE NEVER DIES)

-Ph1lza:
Dadza. Is an avian hybrid, which is why he has two large black wings but no avian instincts beyond being protective of those he cares about.

-BadBoyHalo:
Is happy, and no one would ruin his happiness... right? Tall, a full-blood demon, has black skin, horns on his forehead, and gentle grey eyes. 25-27 years old.

-Skeppy:

Is Bad's partner. Yep, they're dating, deal with it. They love each other a lot. Skeppy is a hybrid, his skin is full of small scales that glisten in the light like blue diamonds. He has blue eyes.

Around 25 or 27 years old

-Niki:
Pink hair, a huge personality, human, and married to Puffy.  They actually have a home together in the fanfic. After Wilbur died she distanced herself from Tommy and her oldest friends. In the old times she was like an older sister to Tommy and secretly she misses old Lmamburg.

She is trying to avoid violence and bake bread happily.

-Puffy:

The licensed therapist in the story, is married to Nikki, kind, sweet, half-sheep hybrid.  She fought against Schllats control of the country and was exiled to the outside of the borders. Has recently returned with her wife after the tyrant died.

She has recently taken in Ranboo who spends his time betwen Puffy's/Nikki's home and Techno's.

-Quackity:

In this story, Quackity has huge scars on his back from protecting Tubbo from Jschallat. He views Tubbo as his younger sibling and they have been through some things together, to the point that Tubbo chose to give him an official position in his government even when many citizens asked for Quackity to face punishment for aiding Jschllat. He's dating Sapnap and Karl, at this point of the story they aren't fiance's. YET. He's mostly human but has some traces of hybrids from his ancestors. He despises Technoblade because he reminds him of Jschllat, especially after how he hurt Tubbo at the festival. He used to view Tommy as another small sibling but has grown apart from him. 

Dream:

Not a lot is known about Dream. He used to be very close friends with both Sapnap and George but slowly they noticed how he became obsessed with power and control and that drove them apart. He used to consider George (human) and Sapnap (blaze hybrid) as his family.

 He always wears a white mask and a green hoodie. George is the only one that has seen his face. *This story does not ship Dream and George directly, they are only close friends, or more like used to be close friends.  

Species unknown.

-Schllat:
Dead. He was an incredibly violent person who would take his anger off on anyone near him. He kept  Quackity close to keep control over him as he identified him as a possible threat to his power. Alcoholic. He wasn't a good person. Ram hybrid.

-Sapnap:

Has started to doubt if Dream is actually insane but he is too scared of his old friend to confront him. After all, he considers Dream and George as family and is afraid to lose them. Dating Karl and Quackity.

 He views Tommy and Tubbo as two annoying kids who have been forced into thought situations. He pities them. 

He's a blaze hybrid, which is why he can survive in extreme conditions.

-George:
Cares deeply about Sapnap and Dream. Has no idea how far Dream has fallen. Very oblivious to the world because of Sapnap's and at some point Dream's overprotectiveness. Human.

Please remember that I am writing about the characters, not the actual people.

I hope you enjoy the story!