Never Enough

Chapter 1

I woke up to the sound of my alarm blaring into my ears. With a grunt I made my way out of my bed and into my bathroom. I took a quick shower stepping out onto the cold tile sending a shiver up my spine. I threw on a simple sweatshirt and jeans. I peaked my head out of my room only to see my fathers door wide open and a bed sitting there empty, its not like I expected him to be there but the hope still lingered. I cascaded down the stairs to find the small barren house. Nothing decorated the walls no happy family pictures, nothing, only the chipped white paint scattered along its surface.

Looking at the time it read '7:23'. 'I should probably start walking to school' I thought grabbing my backpack off the stained couch. I opened the front door looking back at my house, no one there to wave me goodbye, 'Its not like I need anyone anyway, all I do is cause problems'. Stepping out onto the cold pavement feeling the light breeze of early fall crawling its way up my body. I locked the door and headed off to the horrid place we call school.

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Walking inside the school, relief fills my body as I take in the warm air sticking to my skin. A strange feeling runs through my body's as I walk down the corridor, the farther I walk the stronger the feeling gets. Once I reach my locker a body slams itself against me knocking me into my locker.

"EYYYY MATE" The tall blonde yells into my ear. "Fuck off Tommy" I say scoffing at him turning away from the obnoxious teen standing besides me. "Aww come on Fundy you know you love me, I'm too irresistible not to love" He says leaning against the locker a smirk plastering itself along his face, a crooked smile daring to peak out. "I thought I told you to leave me alone, all you do is cause problems for everyone" I close my locker and walk off not giving the teen time to respond.

I maneuver through the halls walking as fast as possible in order to avoid the wrath of my first period teacher, Ms. Puffy. Entering the class room the comforting scent of vanilla filling the room. I see her fluffy hair pulled back into a loose ponytail, strands falling out sporadically from her untamable head of hair. I take my seat in the back of the room, avoiding my peers as much as possible. Students fill the room only a couple seats remain empty, thankfully they're the ones around me. I let out a sigh of relief as the bell rings, allowing the period to officially start.

"Hello everyo-" Ms. Puffy starts getting cutoff by the sound of the door opening and closing with a loud thump. "Nick you're late again I see, I assume the rest of your friends will start trickling in soon as well." She states walking over to her computer. "Hey it's not my fault I woke up late, and why does school start so early its like they're asking you to be late." Nick says making his way to the empty seat to the left of me.

'Great of course the annoying asshole we like to call Nick sits next to me, today is just my lucky day I guess'  I think as Nick sits down pulling out his headphones. The door opens again and this time he walks in, the guy I've been hopelessly falling for, for all too long. "Hello Clay, glad to see you could make it to class" Ms. Puffy says clicking around on her computer barely even giving him a second glance. As he fully enters the room Nick waves him over motioning his hand to the seat in front of me. He makes his way across the room. Clay sits in front of me immediately turning to Nick. They start talking, their voices coming out barely louder than a whisper.

'Great this is the last thing I wanted to happen today' I thought zoning back into Ms. Puffy's lesson.

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Eyyyy first chapter done its pretty short I will try to make them longer but I plan on putting a lot of work into this so it will either be long chapter but updating less frequently or shorter chapters updating more frequently. And let me know in the comments if there's anything that I need to fix or improve on constructive criticism is always encouraged!

I hope you all have a wonderful day/night/afternoon make sure to eat, drink water, and get some god damn sleep cause I can see those bags under your eyes getting darker. I love you all!!!!! :}