An Undescribable Affection 🕳️ BTS Ff.

Bridge

I abruptly turn my face to see that gentle touch on my shoulder.

All I could see was a big veiny hand and of course it was of Taehyung.

“dont be said jagiya we'll meet again soon.”

“Ahh i hope ” I said disappointedly.

Jungkook face was still cold...I gave him a last glare and turned over.

My legs were shaking and not moving properly but I make them to move.

“Now  the most horrible part of my life has arrived” I sighed to myself.

I left the venue and start walking towards a  nearby bridge with heavy steps.

The wind was blowing and gently tickling my front hairs on my neck .

But after a few minutes the wind also become harsh making me disbalance.

It was like the wind is stopping me from moving forward and committing what I'm going to do.

But I didn't stop and walk with heavy heart and uncontrollable tears that were falling down from an hour.

After two hours of constant Walking I reached to a bridge. Although my legs were hurting and swelled but that was nothing Infront of what I was going to do.

I heard a thunder storm and a heavy pouring starts.

“how nice my tears are almost hidden in this rain but what about the pain in my heart?” I said with a smile in a low tone while looking at the sky.

I can feel my dress sticking with me...like hugging me and stopping me.

But I ignored everything.

All I was thinking about my mother my father who permits me to come there but now what I'm doing to them.

“indeed I'm so selfish but I have no chance other than it” I said while crying.

I lower my head and the abruptly upto sky and screamed while saying

“youu y/n yes you deserve death you have to be dead , the person you wanted the most is not yours he don't even notice you but u cried for him all the time.. now no more crying just go kill yourself don't think about anyone else”

I screamed and them step up to the side of bridge which was so much high.

It was obvious that if I jumped no one will even find my dead body.

“Im sorry dad!!!! I don't deserve to be your daughter I'm sorry mom you cared for me alot but I'm selfish very selfish” I was constantly screaming and crying badly.

As there was no one in the dark midnight only my voice was echoing.

I stepped up again, gulp hardly stopping tears but they were not.

Thunder once again thundered, rain intensity increased a sudden light lightened due to thunder to show me what I'm doing.

But I didn't noticed

A_anddd

“Shrupppp!!!!!!” a heavy falling sound is heard.
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