truth is I care deeply but how much do I really because I am no Angel but I can tell in his eyes and I can read through the bullshit I bet he wish I was somebody else and I bet he wish he could trade the world just because he thinks she got away but he wouldn't dare wish it Because some things just won't change I'm over the pretending all I ever did was try in the beginning I cried so much then I jumped but he just kept pushing and pushing at me I always wonder did he love me but now I'm starting to see this shit for what it really is and I would say it
hurt but the ugly in me took pictures yes the ugly in me regret the pictures but that's the only thing keeping me sane because When you're soaked in tears for years, it never airs out
When you make pain look this good it never wears out
This dirty laundry, this dirty laundry
