CALZONA: there are so many memories here...

Sorry...

Arizona POV:

I am walking and laughing with Carina, when I see Callie run towards us "bambina do you mind if we avoid her? For like... now?" Carina asks me
I didn't want to but... now I need to show her that I don't love Callie anymore so...
"Of course not! We can go in the opposite direction..." I propose "that seams like an excellent idea" Carina says
So we do, we turn the corner and change direction

"Hey!" Callie I hear Callie scream "stop!"  Callie keep la yelling

if she doesn't call ME I can not turn around! Right?

"Zona! Stop, I need to tell you something!"  Callie yell again and I look at Carina who was annoyed

But I know she knows that now I must answer her

We turn around to face her "yei! Finally!" Callie says and than looks at Carina "Carina..." she says politely "Callie..." Carina says in response they both look like they could jump at each other's throats like... right now! And I am a bit scared of it

"You wanted to tell me something?" I ask Callie rushing it all
"Yeah! Mark!" Callie says very excited "mark..." I say confused "mark is proposing to Lexie!" Callie says still very excited
But I already know that, they are going to the restaurant they went for the first 'date' if you wanna call it that... and at the dessert time he is gonna propose, a bit thing, he wanted to be blatant

How I know it? Easy I helped him organize it

"Oh I knew it..." I say as if it was routine "you did? He told you before he told me?" Callie says looking a little disappointed

I get it they were like...

How would Meredith call them? Oh right!

They were each other person... and I want to comfort her right now but I can't cause Carina is here and the last time I comforted her it didn't end up well!

"Yes he did! You know while you were in New York doing who knows what, people actually moved on with their lives! And Arizona and Mark grew closer over the years, and now he probably talks first to her cause he is used to, and he is also not comfortable telling you stuff! At least that it what he told us when he said he wanted to propose and Arizona asked if you knew. I think his exact words were ' I no longer feel like I can tell everything to her, I don't feel comfortable to anymore' was that right bambina?" Carina says all in one breath

She said that just to hurt Callie back, but... all she said was true! Which I suppose but even more...

"Yeah... those were the exact words..." I say looking at Callie's eyes which were filled with tears and rage

As I say that she run away

Oh!!!!! I HATE that I can't follow her! HATE! HATE!

"God that was rough!" Carina says smiling while a tear rolled down her cheek "are you ok babe?" I ask worried

I mean all of this time I thought about Callie and how she felt, but... what about Carina she got hurt too...

"Yeah I am fine!" Carina says still smiling while other tears rolled down "you don't look fine tho... you are allowed to not be, you know...?" I say trying to get her to talk to me "I am fine bambina I promise..." Carina says "oh so now we are lying?" I say

I know that she is not ok! I just want her to tell me what happened!

"Arizona..." Carina says looking at me in the eyes crying "yeah babe..." I say "I think we should break up" Carina shot out of nowhere "wh-!?I mean, why?- I- did I do something-?" I say feeling my eyes watering "no... you didn't, just... you know I told you that we'd enjoy it till it ends?" I nod in response "well... here it is! The end..." Carina continue
"What- what d- do you mean? Do you- do you stopped loving me?" I ask crying "no... I didn't... but you did" Carina says crying too "what- what are you talking about? I love you! I love you! Please don't leave me!" I say crying harder "you really don't bambina...you wouldn't ask me to stay..." Carina continue which leaves me a little confused , but right now? I don't even care of what she means

"I love you... I hope you'll find happiness with her..." she says her goodbye and than kiss me Passionately

Than she leaves... leaving me there crying

I can't let anyone see me like this, so I get in the nearest on call room, lock the door and start breaking down

I cried so hard that I ended up on my knees...

"Hey... you ok?" A voice asks me

Wait! Is there someone in here?

"Zona...?" The voice says again

Oh! It's just April! She's seen me worse than this

"April..." I say still crying so she gets off of her bed and comes hug me on the floor and we sayd like that

We stayed like that for hours...

Callie POV:

Did mark actually said those things?

I suppose so... Arizona confirmed Carina's version, so... I guess that my best friend... my person doesn't feel comfortable talking to me anymore! Well I should have known when he thought I was against him getting married to the love of his life!

Now tho... it doesn't matter!

Cause all I am thinking now... it is alcohol!

My only joy is alcohol!

I mean... the love of my life is in love with someone else and is happy with someone else!
My best friend doesn't talk to me... my mother doesn't want me, my friend 'moved on with their lives while I was in New York doing who knows what'!

I think I'll jump off a roof

No one would care... so why not!

Anyways...

Oh!! I think I just tripped over something, oh no! Now I can't get up...

This is all alcohol's fault! He is a traitor!

Well I guess I'll better call someone...

*phone call*
(Normal: Callie
Underlined: Arizona)

- hey? Callie? Is that you...?

- yeah! Hi zona

- hi... did you need something?

- yes!

...

- would you like to tell me what?!

- ok... we'll I fell and I can't get back up, and I don't know why... could you come help me? Please...

- I'll come...

- yeiii!

- just tell me where are you!

- oh... I don't know that...

-ok... well... could you describe the place?

- well I don't see much and what I see, I see blurry, don't know if you understood that already but I am pretty drunk...

- that was... pretty obvious... but you need to give me something... I can't track your phone!

- oh... well it's cold... actually... very cold! Brrr I am freezing...

- Callie...?

- yes?

- it's snowing...

- owww!! I love snow!! Can I come see it?

- Callie hold on I'll send someone to look for you! You don't fall asleep! And don't hang up! Ok??

- yes captain! *laughing in drunk*

- Callie I am not joking!

- I know! jeez girl you need to relax!

- yeah I'll relax when I'll find you!

*phone call on hold*

A/n. I am sorry to leave you like this... anyway bye...