Dan's pov:
"come on love I'll order some pizza don't worry." We stood hugging until phil's sobs had receded slightly. I wiped his eyes with my sleeve, he looked up at me with bloodshot eyes. "I don't know what I'd do without you Dan." I smiled kindly. "well what are friends for?" "thanks Dan" I pressed a soft kiss to his forehead, then let go of him and walked away to order the pizza.
Phil's pov:
Everything's such a stupid mess, Why did this happen to me? I honestly let myself believe that mark was the one for me, that he would never hurt me. How could I of been so fucking stupid? Why had I let myself fall in love with that bastard? 'because he really was wonderful' the voice inside my head reminded me. I mentally slapped myself for thinking this. If he really was wonderful how could he of done this to me?
And now I'm left alone with a baby to take care of. My Youtube career would never support a family. How am I going to tell my parents?...Chris?…Pj?...my fans?...the world? Well not totally alone, I have Dan. Me and him were sat eating pizza and rewatching Buffy for the millionth time. I looked at his face while he stared at the screen. His beautiful brown eyes fixated on the flashing images. I watched as he leant to take another pice of pizza from the box. "What?" he asked, snapping me out of my trace. "oh nothing" I mumbled blushing, looking back to the screen.
I looked at the clock, it said 7:30 nearly live show time. Maybe that would cheer me up. I would tell them me and mark had broken up (me and him had made a video saying we were going out, the viewers had really like him too.) yes that's what I would do; they deserved to know part of the truth.
I got up to go to my room, as I went I felt Dan's gaze on me. "live show Dan" I explained pulling a small smile. He looked at me with concern as I turned and headed for my bedroom to retrieve my laptop. I turned it on a logged onto younow. Luckily only one person was in the queue before me and they went as soon as I logged in.
"Hey guys" I said trying to make my voice light and happy as usual but I wasn't fooling anyone them. 'what's wrong' many of them typed in the chat. "Well guys me and mark just broke up." I smiled sadly "But come on guys I don't want this live show to be mopey. Can anyone cheer me up?"
Anyway I will update a soon as I can
