*they walk inside and go to killuas room*
"well because you have to do what i say, answer my question, gon?"
"ugh fine.." gone says
"do, you, like, anyone!?" killua says with a smirk
"YES, FINE...I DO!"
*killuas eyes got big* "wh-who?"
*gon had a panic thinking killua didnt feel the same and went* "R-RETZ.." *gon was thinking "oh- shit why did i say that.."
*killuas heart shattered* "oh..well, g-good luck, i..i hope she feels the same..im gonna go to bed now."
"WAIT...killua...who did you like?" asked gon
"just forget about it gon, you dont have to worry about who i like, focus on retz." killua says
"the thing is.." *gon looks down*
"HUH, WHAT IS IT GON, WHAT COULD IT POSSIBLY BE?!" *killua shouts with tears in his eyes*
"n-nothing...never mind." says gon
"go to bed now." killua says
"k. good night, i love you killua!"
"night gon."
*gon falls asleep*
*killua checks to see if gons actually sleeping*
*he gets out of bed and opens the window* "oh wow its still raining lightly" killua says to himself
*killua climbs out and sits on the roof that was right outside his window and sits there in the rain and turns on some music*
*tears roll down killuas face and then he scrunches his eyes up*
*he wipes the tears with the bottom of his hand, at this point he cant tell what are tears and what are rain drops*
*killua starts mumbling to himself, the mumbles turn into words*
"damnit killua, your so dumb for thinking he feels the same, of course he likes retz, but...i thought we had something , special... WHY NOT ME, WHY, NOTHING I DO IS GOOD ENOUGH, IM A MISTAKE, WHY DID I HAVE TO BE BORN INTO THIS LIFE...WHY DONT I JUST, *sigh*"
*killua gets up looks down off the roof* "its not like anyone would care.."
*gon was awake through half of it, gon runs out onto the roof*
"KILLUA STOP!"
"why should i." killua says
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!" *gon shouts with tears running down his face*
"i thought you liked retz..." killua says
"i dont...i just panicked and said a random name of the people we know..." gon says
"then who do you like..?" killua asked
*gon sighs* "its you, have i not made that obvious..?"
*killuas eyes lit up* "you do?"
"mhm" says gon "now come inside."
*killua steps away from the edge and climbs back in*
"you feel the same, killua?"
"yes, so are we.." killua replies
"lets talk about that tomorrow, you need to sleep!"
*they go back in and fall asleep*
