i gave him more n more kisses on the neck in which he reacted rather weirdly ?
i mean he started breathin heavily and was shakin a bit..
i began to grow worried, thinkin that i was hurtin or scarin him in some way
i inched my lips away from his neck before he shook his head, sayin that he was all good n okay with this
which
at least reassured me
i mean now i know im not harming or weridin him out over my way of showin love
not goin to lie
this is basically my first realtionship in a while
yeah i had my highschool girlfriends
and sometimes even boyfriends
but it was highschool n we didnt know any better back then
yknow do stupid stuff like teenagers do ✨
n those relationships, of course, never lasted
but uh i digress
ahem
anyways
i went back to
kissin n smoochin john's neck
as i did, he held me closer to him
i assume he wants more ?
so uh
i did give him more
instead of sweet lil kissies n such
i decided to use my teeth for once
mind you, my teeth are pretty sharp for someone
i dunno, i got weird genes
cough
anyway
i didnt want to exactly hurt john with my teeth so i just gently nibbled on his neck
i earned quite
a sound
from him
i quickly backed off
but before i could even apologize he just pulled me close again
assumin he pulled me close because he
he liked it ..
i felt him huggin me tightly
probably to
hide due to the embarrassment of that noise but i was fine with it ..
ahem anyway
before i could do anything else
the bell suddenly rang
it startled the both of us
i looked over at john who was
breathing heavily ?
i mean i didnt bite him that hard nor did i make him run 2 miles
not to mention how red he looked too ..
but ahem anyway
he quickly fumbled in his pocket for his phone before handin it over to me
askin me to save my number in his phone if i wanted to maybe hang out with him after school n such
i mean of course i agreed to do so, quickly saving my contacts in his phone before handin it over to him
he got off the chair he was sittin on before runnin to his stuff
he went over to me n gave me a quick yet tight hug
of course i,, hugged him back
he gave me a sweet lil smile before wavin n leavin the room
i sighed as i sat back down at my desk, lettin my next group of students for this class hour to come in n sit down
i had papers for them to write on for extra credit
i had nothin to say to them other than tellin em to grab a paper n take a seat
its basically free hour for them unless they want to work for extra credit
..all i could think about was john and nothin else
i feel weird.. is
was him confessin a sort of daydream of mine ?
i hope it wasnt
i didnt save his number in my contacts so
i most likely have to wait for a text or maybe even a vall to meet up maybe ?
i hope he didnt just confess out of spite or sympathy on how pathetic i sounded by confession to him with a cheesy story
sigh
i hope i can see him later today..
