After the cops explained what happened I was sadder than before. The officers said that a drunk driver hit his car when he was on the way home and he died from the impact. His car was hit so hard he slid a couple yards after he was hit and was already dead.
My mom was devastated she didn't know what to do well to be honest neither did I. After what felt like an hour of silence broken by a sob here and there my mom spoke up.
"I'm going to go out for awhile , I'll be back later honey I love you."
"OK mom love you too." My voice came out as barely a whisper.
She walked out of the house and shut the door. I heard her car start and then pull away. I sat on the couch and just thought about my life. My dad, my mom, my friends, everything. My life was great until the moment when the words came out of my moms mouth. I had lost my dad and nothing could change that. I didn't know I was crying until I felt a tear role down my cheek. I missed my dad so much already and it had only been an hour since I found out he was gone.
The saddest part of all was that now it was just me and my mom. I was an only child my mom and dad always wanted more children but were going to wait until my dads job would let him be home more. But now they never could. The thought of not having a younger sister or brother made me sad and I thought once again of my dad and stated to cry harder and harder.
Someone once told me that it hurts worse to loose someone you love than to die yourself and now I know what that feels like.
At least I still had my mom, my friends, and the house I grew up in and had so many good memories of my dad here. That would never change.
I sat on the couch for a good 2 hours in silence thinking and crying accasionally. I finally went up to my room.
I turned the light on and the first thing I thought was that the last time I was in this room my dad was alive and my life was normal. Now everything is different and will stay that way forever. I went over to my bed after I turned the lights of and just layed there on top of the covers. I didn't even bother to change my clothes.
I stared up at the ceiling and the last thing I remember before falling asleep is that I love my dad and he loves me. After that I was taken over by a restless sleep.
Sorry this chapter is short and uneventful but the next one will be better. Picture of Parker.
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De TodoPaisley Adams was a normal girl, going to a normal school, and had a normal life. But that all changed when she finds out that her dad was killed by a drunk driver. Her mom thinks that it would be best if they moved to California for a fresh start...