I never loved you

Chapter 4

I snuggled deeper into my pillow. For some reason the pillow was as hard as rock. Grumbling I hit my pillow hard but think I bruised my hand.

'OW!" my pillow screamed. My pillow screamed this? Wait a second!

I shot awake and fell on the floor. I rubbed my eyes slowly, my vision slowly adjusting. Suddenly my vision cleared and I saw a horific sight. Blaine.

"WHat the hell?" I screamed out.

"What? is something wrong?" he smirked at me.

"Um yeah sort of. Can I ask you a question?" I asked still rubbing my eyes while lying down on the floor. All happening while Blaine is stretched out on the couch.....still shirtless. Gosh, put on a shirt boy! Though I didn't mind the view...I did not just say that. Forget what I just said, forget it all.

"Sure beautiful, what's up?" he smirked at me. I felt an unsettling feeling creep into my stomach. HE just called me beautiful, wow. Liar.

"How did I get on the floor?"

"Well we were just sitting on the couch and you looked out the window. We sat like that in silence for about 15 minutes and you fell asleep and started sleep walking", he took a breath, "So I followed you out of the dorm to make sure you weren't getting into any trouble and you wouldn't go back inside when I asked you to, so I carried you and you fell unconscious in my arms. Then I got tired so I fell asleep on the couch holding you since you wouldn't let go of the collar of my shirt". He finished and looked at me, smirking. I looked down and blushed.

"You get attached quite easily, Violet. Too easily", he laughed at me.

"Yeah sure whatever" I mumbled, embarassed that I had to be carried back inside by my ex-boyfriend who as I mentioned befo-

"So anyways...why were you clinging on to me. Still subconsciously in love with me I see", he said raising his eyebrows.

"No, I can't sleep without a pillow. And you were the closest pillow or thing I could hold so..." I trailed off not wanting to further embarras myself.

"By the way, the only reason that I couldn't pull you off was because everytime I tried you dug your nails deeper into my skin and wrapped your legs tighter around my waist. And me being a gentlemen", he stopped to smile at me, emphasizing his point, "didn't want to upset the lady". With this he took my hand and kissed it softly. Shocks streaming into my hand.

I eyed him carfully. What kind of game is he playing here? Whatever it was, I am so not falling for it. I rolled my eyes and casted them downwards. Or maybe I was.

Suddenly there was a loud knock on the door. Then it was thrown open. A cold breeze went over my bare shoulder. Wait a second. I came here in a sweater, now suddenly I am in my tank top. Some one has some explaining to do.

I saw my sweater out of the corner of my eye and scrambled towards it. I am a very self-conserved person.I jumped over the couch and pulled my sweater on. When I got up I saw three police men and Blaine in hand cuffs. I also saw a girl holding Rosalie. For some reason I snapped up in anger and ran over to the girl. When I saw the girl's face I gasped.

"Tanya!" I screamed. Not out of excitement but out of pure horror and shock.

"Violet! What are you doing here!" she screamed in fury.

"No way honey, I asked you first!"

"Are you sleeping with Blaine?" Tanya shrieked.

"What? Me? NO!" I shook my head furiously. Is she serious?

"Why would I even do that? I am innocent! One hundred and twenty percent innocent and pure", I stated, quite proud, 'Now your turn to answer some questions".

She took a step back with Rosalie in her hands, shocked at my bluntness. My eyes narrowed and hands planted on my hips. It was all in my stance that I was completely intimidating, which was obviously the point.

"Tanya don't tell her. Please, please don't tell her", Blaine begged with his hands lose now.

"Oh suddenly you ask for my help?" Tanya snapped.

"Please Tanya, I will give you anything you want just please don't tell Violet, please?" he begged now, his eyes full of shame. My heart started to race faster and faster, beat louder in my ears.

"NO! You know what you tell her Blaine. I'll see you in court", with that Tanya sauntered away, rocking baby Rosie in her arms. "And never, EVER touch the baby ever again!" Then she screamed and walked away. I covered my ears and sat down on the couch burying my head in my hands.

Blaine had a somber look on his face, stricken with grief and sadness. Time to be intimidating again.

"Alright Blaine, suck it up. Tell me what's going on", I snapped.

"Please do-"

"Tell me! Now!" I screamed.

"Fine just please stop breaking my eardrums", he said sadly and softly. I looked at him carefully. I don't know what it is but Blaine looked almost depressed. His hair messed up, his eyes red-rimmed and his face tensed up. He even said please to me. Please? When has he ever said that?

"Alright I'll calm down but just tell me", I asked softly, aware that Blaine was in a fragile state.

"Ok so basically Tanya moved away because of me", he said. I nodded. I already knew that. Blaine had traumatized Tanya throughout all of highschool and one day was transfered because her parents couldn't handle the pain of their daughter being hurt everyday. Truth was Tanya was one of my friends but we fell out and she moved away. You would think that it was for the best but seeing her just rose feelings that have never risen before.

"First of all I know that. So what?" I asked.

"It wasn't what you think it was for". My heart stopped. It can't be, it just can't be possible. He couldn't have, would he?

"Violet..." he started.

"I can't believe you", I snarled in a quiet low voice.

"Violet listen to me, it was all an accident-"

"Blaine! You had a baby with one of my best friends!!!!!!!!!! While you were dating me???" I screamed standing to my feet.

"No, Violet listen. It was a mistake. Please listen to the rest of the story", he begged. MY anger fizzled away, although some stayed strong in my soul. I rolled my eyes, but motioned for him to continue.

"I went to a party and it was an honest mistake, it meant nothing and when she told me I freaked out because I knew how you would feel and-"

"Alright, take a breath", I groaned.

"When she told me, it was after you guys fell out and she left without telling me. She wouldn't even tell me that the kid was born, wouldn't even let me see my own child. So while I went over and visited, she left the door unlocked and I-"

"You kidnapped your own child?!" I screamed out.

"Well it's not kidnaping if it's my child is it?" he asked.

"Yes Blaine, it is", I retorted.

"Well whatever so I took the baby and my dad convinced the dean to let me bring her under the condition someone helps me and I knew it would end up being you so that's why I am here right now", he took a huge breath, "I need you to help me get Rosalie. I need you to help me get custody of her".