I never loved you

Chapter 15

Blaine's P.O.V.

I stared at Lucinda across the table from me. Well no, I glared. It's her fault that I'm in this mess. And with out this conversation I'm probably going to go insane with the hole torn in my heart.

And even if it means I have to talk to Lucinda all night to get the story out of her. I was going to do anything to get Violet to give me another chance, even if it meant giving this relationship a third try. She probably won't do it. She wouldn't put her heart out on the line again. I wouldn't if I was her.

Staring at Lucinda, who wouldn't meet my eye, I wonder just how she could keep this secret from me. It was more surprising to know that Ria is my daughter as well as hers and now I want to know the details.

"Alright Lucinda, I want to know everything" I glare at her, my hands on the table.

"And what would that be Blaine?" she snorts. I narrow my eyes at her.

"I want to know more about Ria and why she is in Violet's custody".

"I don't know what you're talking about" she shrugs.

I growl at her, getting extremely frustrated. Why can't she just be a normal person?

"Look, I'm being so serious right now Lucinda. Don't beat around the bush. Tell me" I scream standing up, slamming my hand on the table, "NOW!"

She looks taken back and leans into her chair, away from me.

"Well you didn't seem to care before so why do you suddenly care now?" she snorted.

"Because she is my daughter too and I don't recall being told Lucinda. How could you have done this? This is low, even for you" I say, siting back down.

"And what difference would it have made? You wouldn't have cared even if you knew. You were with Violet". I narrow my eyes at her. So it does have something to do with the Everhearts.

"But if you knew I was dating Violet, then why-"

"Do you want to know why?" she interrupted, looking quite heated. I nod.

"Because I hate her with all my heart. Her and her entire family. She is just so irritating. They all think that she is soooo perfect. Well how do you think I feel? The second rate sister? The not so important aunt? The failure in life that will never get any where? No! I wanted to hurt that niece of mine with the one thing she wanted most. You!"

I stared back at her with a blank look. Well I didn't see that coming. But I can see where she is coming from. I am the youngest of three and am always getting the second hand views, as if I was he screw up but I would never sabotage my siblings like that.

But it still doesn't explain as to why she had to sabotage Violet...... Then it hit me.

"Was this your plan all along? to destroy her heart?" I ask her

"Yes, I just didn't think a baby would have been part of the equation. But I don't mind. As long as she's miserable" Lucinda shrugs.

"Why do you hate them though?" I ask still confused.

"Why don't you open your eyes pretty boy? I'm the loser of the family!!!" She started to scream, "All I have is my stupid diploma that it me a second rate job. All I have is my life here. All I have is my body that keeps my self esteem up. All I have is me! How would you feel if you were alone with no family to look out for you".

After her rant, we both sat quiet. I was too shocked for words. I didn't know her situation was like that. But it was still no excuse none the less.