The End..?

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Do you feel like you want to end it all?
Do you think of what might happen after?
Selfish..
You are selfish.
Have you thought about the ones close to you?
How they would feel?
You didn't, did you.
You didn't think of how they would feel.
And that's what makes you selfish.
Putting on a fake mask of happiness everyday is exhausting.
I know that from my own experience.
But it's irresponsible of you to leave everything you worked so hard for behind.
It's quite sad actually.
To think someone would try so hard to be happy only to end it and throw all the progress away?
That's what you wanted to do?
It's hard, life in general.
All the pressure.
You want to get away from it, don't you?
Everyone does.
You're no different from them.
Us humans..we share this one thing in life.
Running away from problems like cowards.
Amusing isn't it?
Everyone runs away from their problems.
But for what?
Only to have bigger problems later?
Hm..
That doesn't really make sense, does it.
Let me elaborate.

People exist, and that's okay.
But why do they all feel the need to run?
Everyone has their breaking point, therefore crumbling to shattered pieces of glass.
They want help, they want someone to help them.
But they don't ask for it.
Why?
Because they don't want to be a bother to them.
They don't want to ruin their mood so they put on a fake mask.
Sneaky little creatures ain't they?
Little do they know that people can also see through those masks.
And what will they do after someone stares right through the mask into their eyes.
What will they do?
Dump all of their worries, problems, bothers on the person who saw through.
The person who saw the real them.
Then they'll feel better and leave the person behind.
They forget about the person who helped them.
Who glued the shattered pieces of glass together.
And they leave them wondering, what they did wrong.
The person, the helper..
They also have a fake mask on.
But they don't ask for help.
Because they are supposed to help.
Not get help.

But let's get back on topic again.
You want to leave all this behind and I understand that.
But imagine if everyone who felt like ending it would end it.
What would be left of the world?
The nature will take over and it'll be over.
For you and everyone else who was hurt.
Humanity, wiped out just because of running away.
Could you imagine?
Do you know what's going to happen after you end it?
Because I don't.
The only thing stopping us from ending it is the fact we don't know what will happen next.
The unknown is scary.
Terrifying.
But there are some who slip away from reality and end up in the unknown on purpose.
I wonder what their thought process was.
Maybe they thought there's nothing worse then what they were living through at the moment.
It could be possible.
But the fear of the unknown is so strong that it makes us realize how much we want to survive.

It's quite odd.
Funny too.
One second you want to end it and the other you want to survive at all costs.
Quite hilarious if you'd ask me.

So, would you still end it if you read this?
Maybe, maybe not.
I don't know you, so I can't tell.
All I need to say is to throw away the fake mask, break it, destroy it.
Find a helper and help them back as a thank you.

Humans are as fragile as porcelain.
Painted with the events in their life like the colorful porcelain tea sets you see in vintage shops.

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