Settling

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Entering the American Airport, I remind myself to accommodate to the different lifestyles and rules followed.

After going through the necessary check-ups and scans, I book an Uber as I don't have my car with me right now. Or ever.

Walking outside into the black and starry night, My Uber happened to be a Porsche.

"Where does a young and beautiful woman like you wish to go?" The driver asks with an Italian accent toned with his words.

After giving him my address, I go into thought as to how a very good-looking man is here right now. Half- Flirting with me.

Hearing the rain start to pour down, I close my eyes and rest my head against the window as I feel the car accelerate.

The sound of the rain droplets splitting into half as they make their journey down the window was quite mind-easing and made all my thoughts disappear.

"Sorry to disturb young lady but we have arrived at our destination" The driver says with hesitancy in his voice.

Letting out a sigh, I look at him and smile.

"I didn't catch your name" I say.

"Armano, It's Armano" He says with a slight smile.

Giving him the money, I wave at him and look at the porcshe speeding off into the unknown.

Taking in a deep breath, I make my way to the dilapidated apartments. I chose to follow my brain and not heart and chose this apartment because Trey and Lotus would expect something Lavish and this is the last spot they would find for me.

Walking inside, The smell of cigarettes and tobacco makes my nose crinkle.  Something happens to me. My legs stop walking, My hands start shaking. Tears start pooling in my eyes.

"Dad, Please no. NO!" I scream at the top of my lungs. Backing away from him, my body hits the wall behind me and I start crying.

Trey grabs ahold of my arm and takes the cigarette which was placed in his mouth over to my exposed thigh in curtosy of my shorts.

Screams start escaping my mouth and the burn radiates throughout my body. Thrashing against his hold, I try to run away but I can't.

"Whores like you need to be taught what happens when they leave the house" Trey says with his disgusting voice and revolting mouth.

He never stops. The burn keeps radiating through out my body, the tears flowing, the screams keep leaving my mouth.

It's like an endless hell. Never stopping tragedy.

Finally coming into my senses and taking in my surroundings, I feel my cheeks damp and throat sore.

That nightmare must have had me actually screaming and crying. But no one in this apartment bothered to care. No one bothered to care. Except Papa.

Holding myself together and taking in a deep breath, I go to flat 69.

Opening the door, My eyes take in the sight. It was a two bedroom apartment with a huge bathroom and glorious kitchen which surprising was very clean.

Placing my luggage, I go into the master bedroom and feel happy while looking at the comfy bed.

Roughly unpacking, I go into the bathroom and set up my toiletries and essentials. 

Wearing my night gown and after taking a shower in the new bathroom, I go to bed and cuddle with myself except I'm not able to fall asleep. 

My childhood memories haunt me for the rest of the night until around 3 in the morning when I finally catch some sleep.

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Waking up with the sunlight escaping the windows and the blue sky gleaming, I take in my surroundings and feel happy that I'm living in a place with Trey and his rules and regulations.

Getting ready for the day, I pick an outfit which I bought on my online shopping sprees and go into the kitchen to eat a little something. Checking the cabinets and drawers, I don't find anything which wasn't to my surprise.

Sticking to not eating anything, I take my phone and headphones and decide to go outside and buy room and house decor.

Decorating my own apartment was a life long dream and I'm about to commit it right now.

The weather outside was even better. The sun gleaming in the blue sky, enhancing the dense shadows of the sky liners in the sky, The wind whizzing by with just about the right speed.

Playing music, I walk towards the Target which was about a 10 minute walk from the apartments to target.

Having a huge shopping spree was one of the most exciting things in my whole life. Picking out whatever clothes I want whilst getting food to eat as well.

I felt like a child freed in the world.

But then realization hits me.

Monsters don't deserve freedom or happiness.

I don't deserve whatever I'm doing right now.

Exiting the shop with melancholy surrounding my soul, I decide it's enough and walk towards the apartments once again. It is already afternoon and the sky is painted with streaks of yellow and orange. 

I want to experience more of this beautiful sky.

So I walk towards my house, Place the shopping bags inside it, lock the apartment, and walk towards a bench just outside my house. 

Playing music, I relax and look up into the sky. Humming to the music, I think of my life right now.

I know I don't deserve the happiness I feel right now.

But just this once, maybe it is alright.

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It is already night-time, the glowing stars have appeared into the sky and I have been just listening to music and texted Hailey but doubt she will check her phone as it is midnight in Italy.

The smell of the crisp cold night air makes me feel at ease. Taking off my headphones and ignoring at how my stomach is begging for food, I take in the moment.

But then I hear something being spoken in italian a punch being thrown being thrown to someone not me.

Looking behind me at the allyway, I take in the sight and let out a gasp.

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A/N

so freaking sorry for the late update, I was sick and had mid-terms. Well guys in the next few days expect a new character introduced ;)

this is a slow burn just to notify. And yall may be getting sick with the wait of our zaddy.

But just hold on ;)

oh and CHASE ATLANTIC SUPERMACY.

Question of the chapter: What's your favourite colour?

Mine is red and black.

Love you all <3

-onlyherecuzimdirty




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