~Your POV~
It was thundering and raining hard outside, but I didn't care; right now I was sitting on my best friend's lap and kissing him. He stopped kissing me and made me look at him, "Is everything okay?" Minsu asked.
"Yeah, why?" I asked him.
"Cause you are taking the lead, usually you let me. The only time you take the lead is if something is wrong." He said, he knows me too well; ever since we were kids. I hid my face in his shoulder.
"He's been hanging out with that Becky girl a lot, I think I don't have a chance anymore." I said to him.
"I see." He said, we were talking about a guy I liked for a long time. We have spoken and hanged out, but things changed in high school when I told him how I felt and well...
~Flashback~
I was crying on the rooftop at school sitting on the ground, then I heard the door open and close. "(Y/N)!" Someone said, I looked up; it was Minsu. "What happened? Are you okay?" He asked me.
I got up and ran to him and cried into his chest, "Hug me please." I said to him, he does. After crying for a while we sat back down.
"Now, tell me what happened." He said.
"I told James I liked him and he said he didn't feel the same way and that we should stay as friends." I said to him, I started crying more. "When I thought there was someone that actually liked me, it blew up in my face. I'm a fucking idiot, love is fucking stupid." I cried.
I kept on crying until Minsu grabbed my chin and made me look at him, he then kissed me. I didn't move, my eyes widened. He stopped and looked down, "Hey, if you want you can use me as a substitute until you finally find love. You can use me for anything as long as it makes you happy." He said to me.
I was shocked, "I can't do that." I said to him.
"It's okay, you're my best friend and it's my job to find a way to make you happy and so, I give you my body." He said to me.
"Minsu, what about the girl you like?" I asked.
He had a crush on a girl for a long time, he won't tell me who she is or what she looks like. So, why give himself to me? He looked up and smiled at me, "She's in love with someone else." He said to me.
~End of Flashback~
That was four years ago, we are now in our second year of college and have been doing this friends with benefits thing in secret for a long time and I always feel guilty for using Minsu. I want to get over James, "Minsu, can I sleep here tonight?" I asked him.
"Yes you can, I do have some of your clothes from last time." He said to me, he then made me look at him and leaned in to kiss me. I kissed him back, he carried me from the couch and we went to his bedroom.
-The Next Day-
I was walking around campus minding my own business when I saw James walking with Becky, I decided to keep on walking and just ignore them; but then they saw me. "Oh (Y/N), hey." James said.
