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Drunk in delusions of grandeur,
Drowning in a sea of lies,
Buried six feet under from a facade,
Well isn't it dandy to be treated like me?
A nuisance for the masses,
Another one for the pages,
Oh what do you know? A lot, affirmatively..
I've been struggling to endure,
The suffering from those goodbyes,
I guess I was just dirt in your eyes,
Who knows? maybe someday I'd wake up..
Ahaha my dear boy, certainly you jest~
Instead, take that beating thing off of your chest?
Question your reality,
Assert your place,
Remove your senses and give in to the pace,
There's no logic nor reason to hold on to,
There's no truth in anything that was said to you,
The words that you've held on?
The promises they said they'd keep?
All were nothing but gone,
Your soul? haven't you noticed it's been reaped?
You gave in way too fast,
To something you weren't sure if it'll actually last,
Now look at yourself in the mirror,
You burned yourself down for their misdemeanor,
Why did you stoop so low?
The pride, the dignity, the confidence?
Where did it all go?
Might as well shoot yourself in the throat..