blow my back out

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It was an ordinary day, bright and stupid hot. You see I'm quirky, so I love the humidity. I'm also a baby and can't handle the cold. I decided to study in the library.

I entered it and started dramatically blushing bc I have porcelain white skin and can blush all cutesy. I automatically notice the big jock I call girls a hoe if they reject me guy, this made my cheeks burn with a blush pink.
anyways I sat at a table because I'm a shy girl who struggles to make friends. Or maybe im just a bitch, idk. I tie my bright blonde hair in a messy bun with a few strands in front of my face. I cross my legs with my white skinny jeans. I stare at my book. I'm reading a hard core smut book with devil blushing type shit.
All of a sudden I see a large build stand in front of me. You see, I'm only 2'6 with a curvy waist that literally fits the beauty standards with perfect blue orbs, so I get scared easily. I get scared because nobody likes me because I'm ugly and not like other girls. So people scare me. As I set my blue orbs to look at this man I let out a deep pinky blush.

There stood the hottest guy in school. Our schools football player that every girl likes. He is like oikawa, someone who would cheat on you than say nothing. Some even say he's a motherfucker like Shigure. We will never know.

This jock is known as the one and only Even Jeager.
notorious for his amazing looks and pride. I swallow the lump and my throat because I'm not like other girls.
"U-m he-y" I couldn't help but let out a cutest faintest make everyone fall in love with me giggle. I stare my doe eyes straight into the book I was reading, too nervous to look Eren in the eyes.
All of a sudden I feel hot ass pretty pls beat me up hands touch my very defined jaw line. I am not a mask Fisher because I am white with a defined jaw line with no ethnic nose as well. Anyways he stares at me and growls
"Babygorl you wanna have some funzies"
I try my best to not blush.
"I-i-i am n-o-o-t like your o-ther gi-r-l-s..." I mutter
Something lit a fire in my heart, just like the fire that set off in the tpn orphanage. I knew at that moment I could change him. I could change the badboy.

Eren still holding my jaw barks back at me,
"Listen to me slut, you will submit to me my baby gorl"
I was in love with eren. I knew it. But being called a slut was a no no. I HATED BEING LIKE OTHER GIRLS. I hate being all feminine and ew, especially if girls like eren I didn't want to classify in that category. I don't mind slut shaming for some odd reason BC IDK WHY IN YN BOOKS THEY ALWAYS MAKE YN OK WITH IT. (Like bro, don't slut shame. 😐)
I bit my lip and slightly blushed still. I wanted to say something but nothing was coming up. All of a sudden some girls dump truck sat right next to me. I was offended because I don't like other girls, in elementary I was known as one of the boys BC I struggled with girl socializing. I couldn't look like another girl in front of her so I ba ba ba'd to eren
"I AM NOT UR SLUT I AM NOT A BETA, I AM THE ALPHA I AM THE LEADER OF THE PACK, GRRRRRR BARK BARK GRRRRRR BARK"
I screamed in his face.

Eren growled and but bus lip and crashed his plump lips into mine. We fought for dominance, since I'm shy I lost.  (HELPPPPPP)
"You aren't like any other girls, you are different and changed me for the best" eren confessed with his hands on my small hips.

I started to tear up,. My glossy eyes tainted with a sweet gloss. I have always been told I was a pretty crier.

Fast forward 3 years.

Eren cheated on me with a ugly ass pig looking legoshi I now cry and am depression and with bad anxiety and now I am sad and of course not like other girls.

THE END

help I had strokes trying to write that 👹